Meant To Be

XXIX

12am - ( nsfw )

Severus watched you as you were sleeping peacefully, he didn't want to wake you as you had to be up in about 4 hours., tears streamed down his cheeks and his lips started quivering., today was the day you were leaving him for a whole year and he wasn't ready at all, he had no clue what he was going to do without you.

He didn't want you to leave at all but he knew you had to be there., he scooted closer to you, pulled you towards his chest and wrapped his arms around you., you started to shift around subconsciously and he started to worry that he had woke you up.

You rested your head into his neck and snuggled yourself into to his chest., he leaned his head down and started whispering in your ear: "I'll wait for you, I promise"., he kissed the spot underneath your ear and his tears dripped onto your face. Your eyes fluttered open and you moved your head up to see Severus crying.

He took one of his hands off you and wiped his tears away., "I'm sorry for waking you, love"., you cupped his cheeks, kissed his forehead and brought your hand to his hair and started running your fingers through his silky locks., he sighed in content and snuggled closer to you, drifting off into a peaceful sleep, comforted by your gentle touch.

3:50am

Severus walked into a hospital room and saw you lying unconscious on the floor., he ran up to you with tears streaming down his face while he shook you., "love?!".

You making two cups of tea and you heard some shuffling., you smiled and realised he was awake., "good morning, Sev"., when he didn't reply your eyebrows furrowed together in confusion., you put the teaspoon sown and turned around to find he wasn't there.

You looked over at the bed and saw Severus tossing and turning and heard him mumbling., you realised he was having a nightmare so you ran over to him and started to shake him gently but it didn't work., "please wake up, love"., he said a little loudly.

You kind of realised what was happening in the nightmare and it made you worry even more., you shook his again., "wake up, Sev"., he jolted up out of his sleep and started breathing heavily., you looked at him with worry and gently placed your hand on his back.

He looked at you and immediately pulled you in for a hug., after a few moments you felt him started to calm down a bit., you kissed his forehead and started peppering soft kisses all over his face., he pulled you onto his lap and hugged you tighter.

Tears streamed down his face and he started speaking but softly so you couldn't hear him: "please don't go, love"., you caught it and your heart ached, you didn't like the idea of being away from him either.

He wrapped his arms around your waist and pressed his lips against yours., you cupped his cheeks again and deepened the kiss., he swiped his tongue along your bottom lip and bit down, shoving his tongue past your lips.

Your tongues collided, fighting for dominance after a few moments it wasn't surprising, he won., he put his hand between your bodies and sighed in relief as pulled himself out., you took off his shirt that you were wearing.

He pulled your panties to the side and put himself inside you, groaning as he pushed himself deep inside you., you rested your head into the crook of his neck and moaned against his skin., you started nipping at his soft skin, leaving purple bruises all over his neck.

"F-fuck, you're so big, Sev"., mutual moans escaped both your lips and he kept one hand on your hip and with his other grabbed your chin and pulled you down for a needy kiss as he bucked his hips up., you moaned into kiss and started murmuring against his lips.

"Lay down"., he smirked and did as you said. You rested your hands flat against his chest and you started slowly riding him. You closed your eyes and tilted your head back as you moaned loudly., he gripped onto your hips and groaned.