🖤Dark Society🖤 (YiZhan*ZhanYi) (Completed)

Betrayal

Hearing bell sound I run to the door and greet Yang Zi, who nods with smile and comes in. noticing her tired face I bring cold water and ask to sit down

"had busy work day?"

"mn, just done tutoring lesson, my head hurts but..."

"you still love your kids"

"right, you know me very well" she laughs and realization we still talk like couple makes me uncomfy. I nonstop rub my hands together and she sighs loudly

"I prefer Zhan... if you stop being awkward around me"

"It's just, I'm very..."

"Mn, I know you're very sorry but I don't blame you, just wish...you're more honest with me before. and I'm smart enough to know, we can never choose who to love. It was exactly same with me" pain sparkles in her eyes and my heart pains "that day we first met, I can't really say you looked good? With all that bruises on your face but still...you have that special aura, which fascinates others. That is why I was truly willing to meet you again and felt my eyes blessed when saw you coming into cafe, widely smiling at me. that day...you returned money back but took my heart in return"

"There is too much memories of us and surprisingly all sweet...so many hardships in my life was eased thanks to you, but I dirtied it with my base act, with my cheating"

"I'm just curious, you think...do you find me pitiful for still staying next to you? For kind of helping my future husband and ex lover to get together? Too silly no?"

"Never, for me you're strongest woman ever. Yang Zi, you know I always respected you"

"it wasn't easy but, I kept telling myself and tried my best to believe... although it feels too unfair still... Yibo needs you and your love more than me, I have perfect family, was always showered by love but Yibo has only you in this world so... let's leave everything in the past Zhan, let's consider today as start of our friendship" she offers hand for shake and I gently hold it between my palms

"Thank you so much for everything Yang Zi, it feels like, I truly took you for granted, I don't deserve to be treated like this by you"

"Don't you dare to say that again, I know better ok? oh right" she takes phone from her bag and hands it to me "almost forgot, I came here to give this back, Yibo thought it was possible to be hacked but everything is ok, you can freely use your phone"

"Mn alright"

"so this is all" she gets up and walks towards the door, already reached there Yang Zi turns to me again and suddenly runs back, hugging me tightly "just... last time" she whispers and I pet her hair  "I'm happy we could talk like this and say proper goodbye to our relationship, I'm going to keep protecting you but...please be careful ok?" she moves back and I nod with smile, I couldn't imagine then...how many years was going to pass until our next meeting

*****

During next few days I just can't stay still, although knowing he won't call me because it's dangerous, still I always carry phone with me, looking at it after every second, any sudden sound startles me and feel like I'm going crazy already.

Why? Like normal couples why don't we have even one photo together to cherish while longing? too unfair, everything about our relationship is too unfair. having kinda silly plan, I nonstop walk in the room and wait for the young girl who usually brings meal for me. finally time comes and she blushes as always, when I smile at her, this is my only chance and I need to use it