And every once in a while we will run into each other and yet I still don't know his name

I nodded my head letting out a loud groan

"Fucking hell im done with his sorry ass"
I sighed

He held out his cigarette for me

I took it inhaling the smoke blowing it towards my knees

I handed it back to him and he wrapped his arms around me rubbing my arm softly

"Is he a big guy?"
He asked out of the blue

"Yeah sorta"
I said leaning my head on his shoulder

"Fuck well I was gonna go over there but I'll just end up give him a free punching bag"
He laughed lightly giving me the cigarette

I nodded hugging myself because I was so cold

"Do you wanna go inside?"
He asked looking at me

I nodded standing up with him

He took my hand and I quickly inhaled some smoke and dropped the cigarette on the floor crushing it with my foot

I looked down seeing over a dozen cigarette butts causing me to chuckle lightly

"You smoke often huh"
I said looking up slightly at him as he opened the door

"Yeah"
He laughed walking inside as I followed him holding his hand

We walked into a very very messy and cluttered van

"Sorry it's a mess"
He laughed lightly getting clothes of the couch and throwing them into a corner

"No problem"
I shrugged sitting down on the couch

"Here lemme get you a blanket it's just as cold in here"
He said walking down a very short hallway into a room

I heard ruffling and he came back out with a doona and gave it to me

I wrapped it around me and quickly realised

"I'm sorry do you want some blanket"
I asked patting the spot beside me holding up the doona

"No it's okay imma go back outside to smoke another dart"
He smiled putting his hand on my shoulder rubbing it softly then walking over to the door letting his hand glide on my neck causing me to shiver

"No don't leave me"
I nagged

"Then come outside bring the doona"
He said

I nodded standing up with the doona around me taking his hand and walking outside and sitting on the steps with the warm blanket around me

He closed the door behind him and sat down beside me pulling out a dart

He lit it and sucked in the smoke and then continued to sigh it out

"Can I have one please"
I asked

He nodded his head and pulled one out giving it to me

Kurt Cobain                                   And I Love HerWhere stories live. Discover now