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The boys left and it's just you and josh
Josh: I think you can take a little more s*x
You: NO
He laughs
Josh: I do really wanna re arrange your organs
You: what you don't yesterday already done that
He smirks and goes ontop of you hovering
Josh kisses you a few times for a few mins
Josh: I can do more then that
You nod
Josh: now you know never to be rude
You nod
Josh: but today what you pulled makes me wanna f*ck your organs out of you
Your eyes widen
You: no please
Josh: head
You nod but I can't actually move as much as I want you to f*ck me you can't
Josh: actually I can but I won't
He pulls down his trousers your eyes go big at his length
Josh: take it all in
He sits on his knees in the bed
You put your mouth around him and suck for a few minutes
Josh is lightly groaning
Josh: take all of it in
You shove your head take it all
Josh: good girl
You plays with your hair after a good amount of minutes he c*ms
Josh: again
You: how many times
Josh: not that many
You continue sucking and after 5 ish 10 ish mins he c*ms
Josh: again
You continue and after 10 ish he c*ms
Josh: that's it
He licks your lips and puts his trousers and pants back on
Josh: when should we tell the world
You: whenever you want
Josh: I love you
You smile at him
You: I love you too
He smiles
You: now re arrange my organs
He smirks and you guys have s*x for hours then he stops
Josh: I think I re arranged your organs
You: think?
Josh laughs
You: yea exactly
He obviously takes you too the toilet to shower and you pee and all of that
Josh: now you won't be able to walk for even longer
You: I don't mind it
Josh: this is why I love you and because of multiple other reasons
You: good save
Josh laughs
You: anyway I should probably take a pregnancy test
Josh: but your on birth control
You: I know but twice day after day?
Josh: true
You take one out from the draw
You: carry me
He carries you to the bathroom
You pee on it then you wait for a 30 minutes and check
You: negative thank god
Josh: I really thought you would be positive
You: me too

You both fall asleep

*time skip*

It's the morning
Josh: no work for me today
He smiles
Josh: but the boys and avani are coming over can you walk or?
You try to walk
You: nope
He puts you back on the bed
You: well that's a bummer
Josh: you think that I don't
The boys come over
Jaden: still can't walk
You: you know it
Josh: we had s*x again hard s*x really really hard
They dap him up and you roll your eyes
Bryce: how is she not pregnant
Josh: birth control but on that note do you want kids
You: I don't wanna talk about this right now
Josh: better now then never
You: I don't know if I want kids I mean I don't wanna get fat
Josh laughs a little
You: it's not like your gonna be the one giving birth plus I'm scared you leave...
he goes silent
Josh: you really think I would leave you
You stay quiet
Josh: wow maybe I should just leave now save you from the fear
You: that's what I mean I'm scared you do something like that say I make you angry
Josh: but I would never leave you
You mutter: you just tried to
Josh: what
You: I'm just saying you just tried to leave and I don't wanna take the risk of me getting pregnant then us breaking up how am I gonna take care of the baby
Josh: I'll be here to help
You shrug
Josh: so your saying you dotn wanna gave kids
You: I do but jus-
Josh: not with me
You: no I do wanna have kids with you but jus-
Josh: you don't want kids with me
You: LET ME FINISH THE STUPID SENTENCE
Josh stays quiet t
You: I wanna have kids with you just not right now
Josh: but if I ask you
You: the answer will be no until we're like a year into the relationship
Bryce: that's reasonable
Josh: I might aswell just break up with you now
You: fine do it
Josh looks at you
You: you suggested it do it I'll leave right now
Josh: it's not like you can
You get up and get your clothes and put it in a bag
Josh: b-
You: bye
You leave the house and avani comes with you
Avani: he's just joking he isn't being serious
You: to me that sounded serious
Avani: maybe he's going through a stage
You: then let him I'm done
You hug her and leave you go to your car and drive to the precinct
You: can we have a night out today please captain
Holt: for what reason
You: it's important
Holt: I'll call josh
You: No he's kinda the reason
Holt: oh
They all hug you
You: can we go out please just to get drunk later tonight
Holt nods
Rosa: can me and kath go out for a bit
He nods
you and her leave
Rosa: spill
You: we spoke about having babies and then it ended bad
You explain it to her and then you guys sit by a bench
You: so that's that
Rosa: that's his fault
You nod
You: if we're being honest I'm upset like a lot but I just don't show it
Rosa: well he's coming right now so I'm gonna pretend you said something funny
She laughs and you laugh aswell
Rosa: that's true
Josh: hey can we talk
You look at him
You: sit
He sits next to Rosa and looks at you
Rosa: I'll be back
She leaves
Josh: so
You: so
It's a bit awkward
Josh: I'm sorry
You nod
Josh: and I shouldn't have said anything about that and I'll always be by your side no matter what I was just upset and hurt when you said you didn't want babies
You: I said I want babies I just said not right now
Josh: right but my point is I should've been there for you when I wasn't I was ignorant and I didn't listen to your opinion or anything which was wrong of me and I'm always open to new things
You: me too
Josh: if you don't wanna try that's totally fine
You: I don't mind us you knowing but I just don't wanna try anything so soon
Josh: I wanna know why
You: josh I hate to break it to you but you basically told me you would leave me and "save me the fear"
Josh: so your worried I'll leave you
You: I SAID THAT FROM THE START
Josh: jeez alright
You both laugh
You: anyway if you really really really want kids like you can't wait AT ALL
It goes quiet
You: then I'm willing to try
He smiles at you
Josh: I really want kids but I'm willing to wait at least till we're a year into our relationship
You: cool anyway we're friends for now just so you know
Josh: UGH
You laugh at him
Josh: can we just date considering we love each other
You: hmmmm no
Josh: PLEASE
You: no
He groans and you laugh
Josh: ok let's talk this out
You get confused
Josh: how we're gonna have our relationship
You: we can talk about that
He smiles
You: when we date
His smile drops
You kiss his cheek
Josh: your defo joking
You: no I'm serious
Josh: but I haven't lost you that's all that matters
You shrug
You: maybe you have maybe you HAVENT
Josh looks at you hurt and upset like he's about to cry
You: I'm just joking you haven't
He smiles and hugs you
Josh: alright as long as I've got you I'm totally fine
You: yea you have me as friends
You smile at him
Josh: but that's not fair
You kiss him and he smiles into the kiss
Josh: I won't do anything you don't want me too I'll get permission before I do it
You shake your head no
You: do whatever you want that's what makes me like you, you take risks never knowing if it will end well and your a generous person your not aggressive with me your kind and I like that about you, you give your real opinion on everything and don't hold back
He smiles at you
You: those are some of the reasons I like you
He smiles big
Josh: I love you
You smile
Josh: and maybe baby steps is the right way to a baby
You agree
Josh: will you be my girlfriend
You: we never actually broke up
He looks at you
You: I said I'm done but I didn't say I'm done with you
He smiles
You laugh lightly
You: see you soon
You walk away back to Rosa
???: hey do you know how to get to the coffee shop
You: yea just turn the corner and it should be there
He nods
???: I'm new here that's why
You: totally fine
You and Rosa walk away
Rosa: explain
You: when we get to the precinct
You guys get there and you explain everything to them
You: so technically still dating I just wanted to trick you all
They roll there eyes
You: love you guys too
You smile and Rosa laughs
Terry: well everyone is going home anyway tomorrow is gonna be boring
Everyone leaves
Your locking up then you see josh
Josh: hey babe
You: hiii
Josh: what should we do
You: lock up
Josh gives you a look
Josh: the what should we do
You: talk
Josh: THE HINT IS THERE
You: well the hint is disgusting
Josh: fine then let's go to the boys
You: actually I think I'm gonna go with Rosa
Josh: whyy
You: so you don't say anything awkward or embarrassing
Josh laughs
Josh: I won't but I need you more then anything right now not yk... YOU
You smile at him
You: let's go
You both drive to his and Anthony's house
Josh: no one is home there coming in around half a hour so I get 30 mins to be with you alone just me and you
You smile and you guys talk about anything and cuddle
Then the boys come into the room with flowers and chocolate and video games
Josh: hey boys
Bryce: bu- we- h-
Josh: ooo chocolate
Nessa comes into the room
You go under the cover fast
Avani: ugh her
Nessa: you broke up with Katherine right meaning I have another chance
You slowly move your hand to his crotch and massage him
Josh: no I d-didnt
Nessa: well I think you have
Josh: I haven't infact she's here right now
He pulls you out from under cover
You: hi Nessa
Nessa: we should really fight you know since ex girlfriend and current girlfriend
You: I'm fine
Nessa: that's what I thought
You: Tomorrow early in the morning 9:00am go to the park that's a few minutes from here don't be late
They all look at you shocked
Nessa: I'm busy tomorrow
You mock her: that's what I thought
Nessa: haha very funny
You: if your not there at 9:00 then you get out of my life you can be in his but not mine
Nessa: and if I win I get Josh
You: sure I don't mind
Josh: HEY!
Nessa: if you win
You: never come near me
Nessa: deal
She leaves
You text Rosa everything and she tells the group
Terry: you gotta do my routine
You: your crazy
Jake: do it that will be so fun
You: maybe

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