Stranger || Kian Lawley

chapter 12

I woke up seeing Kian actual asleep? I smiled and kissed him on the nose.

"Baby, you do know I'm not asleep, right? " He smiled. I blushed and hide my face into my hands. Kian grabbed my hand and pulled them off my face. He kissed me on the nose. "It's okay... It was cute." He said. I nodded. "Sooo were throwing a party tonight. They didn't even ask me but there throwing it. " I nodded.

"What time?" I asked.

"9pm." I nodded. I starting thinking about how Andrea wants to get me. Maybe if I turned into a vampire I can stick up for myself and maybe she doesn't have to be killed. I mean it would be weird when I get old and Kian looks like he's 20 years old. I th- "babygirl? Are you okay? "

"Yeah I was just thinking... "

"About what? "

"I- idk if I should talk about it... "

"Cmon just talk about it. " I nodded.

"I was think I could turn into a vampire like you... " I said, really nervous.

"No... I don't like that idea. " He said, in somewhat rude tone.

"C-can y-you hear me out on it? " He nodded. "Well I think if I can I could just stick up for myself and not worry about Andrea. And I think it would be strange if I get old and you still look young... "

"No... I don't want you to be like me... If I could I would turn back! " He started getting mad. He got up and put he's hands behind back of he's head.

"I-i just thought i-it would be a g-good i- idea..." I stuttee, being scared from Kian yelling. It reminds me of my past and Mike.

"NO! I Don't Want You To Be Like Me! " He yelled, more. Making me jump back and start crying. He's face soften with saddness. "Kylee I'm sorry... I didn't mean to tell at you like that. I jus-"

"No, Kian! Fuck! You! You know about Mike! Fuck you! " I said, grabbing my hoodie, phone, and shoes.

"Baby, please I'm sorry... I understand why your mad just please don't go... " He begged, grabbing my waist turning me to him.

"No! Let me go! " I yelled trying to push him off of me. But didn't do anything. He got down on he knees hugging me.

"Please! Don't go! " He cried, out shoving he's face into my hoodie... I stopped. I got down on my and hugged him, as he cried into my shoulder.

"I'm sorry... " I said, hugging him tighter. As he cried. I feel so bad... I just wanted to walk out my angry... I didn't know it was this bad for him.

"Please don't ever leave me. I love you. I love you way to much I might actually kill myself if you left. " I was shocked when he said, love. I remember Kat talking about it but I didn't really think he would.

"Y-you l-love me? " I pulled way from the hug looking at him in shock.

"Yes I do... Wait, don't you l-love me? "

Do i? I might... Idk.. It way to soon. It hasn't even been a week.

"K-kian... It hasn't even been a week... We still hardly know each other. " I said, looking at the wall then at him. He had angry and saddness in he's eyes. He got up and started walking away from me. "Kian... Can we just at least talk about it!? " I got back up.

"There nothing talk about! You clearly don't love me I need time! " He growls. I jumped back and started shaking. He walks away not even looking me. I shock my head. I felt tears go down my face. I went to walk outside but someone stopped me by grabbing me arm. I look back and see Jc.

"I don't think you should walk by yourself. I heard everything. I well go talk to Kian and you can talk to one of the girls. " Jc said, letting me go. I sighed and nodded my head. He pulled he's arms out for a hug. I smiled and hugged him. This was nice. But hugging Kian was better. I already miss him... Why did I have to bring that shit up? Maybe because I'm stupid. "Your not stupid, it happeneds. Now go talk to someone. " I nodded my head. I forgot they could do that. Before I go up the stairs I turned to Jc.

"Why did he get so mad because I don't love him... Yet?" I asked. "I'm just not 100% sure... " Jc sighed.

"Love for us kind is different. Just ask one of the girls and they'll tell you. " I nodded. I saw most of the boys walk where Kian was as I go up the stairs to talk to the girls. I swear I mess up everything...