I sit on my bed reading Harry Potter for about the hundredth time in my life, as classical music plays in the background, and a box of fudge rounds sits by my side. Luckily, I got my paper written yesterday, and I think I'm going to get an A.
I haven't talked to Zeke or Will in days. I just.....need time to think, I guess. I hate that Zeke is making me choose. Then again, it's kind of sweet. Sweet in a jerky way, but sweet all the same.
I turn a page as I hear my phone ring. I groan as I get up and over to my dresser, where I've left my phone.
Will.
Oh, joy.
I quickly debate weather or not I should answer.
Even if I get together with Zeke, i'm still friends with Will right? It works both ways. Neither of these men can control my happiness. I won't let them.
I answer the phone, feeling a little awkward, "Hello?"
"Sidney, hey!" I hear Will.
"Hey, Will. What's up?"
"Nothing. I'm just driving. On my way to work. What are you doing?"
"Reading."
He makes a fake gasping sound, "Reading? You mean like recreational reading? Not for school? You're not working on a paper, or studying?"
I smile a little, "Nope! Finished the paper yesterday."
"Well, would you listen to that? Sidenys doing something for herself for once."
"Yeah. I need to do that more often."
"Yes, you do."
We're both silent for a minute.
Will ventures, "So, how are classes going?"
"Good. Classes are good." I answer quietly.
He pauses, "That's it?"
I shrug, "Yeah."
He listens to my silence for a minute, "Are you okay, Sidney?"
I furrow my eyebrows, "What? Yeah. Of course. I'm fine. Just.....tired. College, you know."
"Are you REALLY fine?"
I click my tounge, "Yeah. I mean, maybe. Probably, I am."
"You don't sound fine."
"But I look it." I try to joke.
"Sidney." He trys to reason.
I sigh, "You know Zeke, right?"
Will pauses, "Yes. I'm familiar with him."
I half grunt, "He asked me to be his girlfriend."
He doesn't respond, but I still hear his breaths on the other line.
"Will?"
"Oh. Well, um, good for you. I'm happy for you. I don't know what he looks like, but I'm sure you're cute together." He stutters.
"Will," I say slowly, "I haven't said yes."
He considers, "Why not?"
I make a noise in the back of my throat, "I just haven't decided if I want to or not."
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Yesterday (Will Poulter fanfic)
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