Forever and Always

Chapter 18

Matt's P.O.V
I couldn't believe what I said. I told her to continue cutting herself. What crazy person says especial when I love her.
This was probably the wrong thing to do put I texted her.

To Emma: Emma please answer I still love you I should've never said those things especially after you covered for me.
My phone rang.
It was Emma
From Emma: well Cameron knows the actual fucking story Matt. Your damn fucking right you shouldn't have said those things but you did so screw u.
I felt horrible what would actually make me say that.
I decided I was gonna go home.
"What's up sport." Mom said.
I ignored her and went up to my room.
"Matthew Lee get back down here."
I walked back down the stairs.
"What do you want!" I said.
"What's wrong with you grumpy pants." Kristen said.
"Shut up Kristen." I said.
"Matthew Lee do you talk to your girlfriend like that."
"I don't have a girlfriend anymore." I said.
"This is probably why she broke up with you." Dylan said.
"I broke up with her." I said.
"Matthew why?" Kristen said.
"I don't want to talk about it." I said.
I walked up stairs to my bedroom. I slammed the door and flopped on my bed. I remember that I left my phone on the table. I walked downstairs and saw Dylan on my phone.
"Matthew said: Emma please answer I still love you I should've never said those things especially after you covered for me.
Emma replied with: well Cameron knows the actual fucking story Matt. Your damn fucking right you shouldn't have said those things but you did so screw u."
"Matt what did you say to her to make her this mad." Kristen said.
I started to walk away.
"Matt. What did you say to her?" Mom asked.
"Something I don't wanna repeat." I said.
"Fine be difficult. Your Losi-" "I told her to cut herself." I screamed.
I ran upstairs and into my room.
Tomorrow was Monday and I would have to see Emma. I had to make her 'jealous'
Emma's P.O.V
Today was Monday. I would see Matt I threw on a red and black plaid shirt, black skinny jeans, black and white skate vans, a black necklace, black flower earrings and grabbed my backpack. I ran downstairs and walked to the bus stop. I sat at the back and quietly waited till the bus pulled up at school. I got of last and walked over to my locker. I opened it and grabbed my books for Science.
I walked into the classroom and sat down in my usual spot.
There he was Matthew Espinosa. I was surprised to see him with a girl around his arm. Had he gotten over me that fast? Whatever. I tried not to focus on them but it was so hard they were laughing and having a good time.
"Emma." I heard someone scream.
I looked over to see Matt sucking face face with that blonde bimbo. Was he trying to make me jealous? The bell finally rang. It was finally lunch. I went and sat with the rest of the boys while Matt sat with his blonde bimbo.
"Don't take it personally." Jack G said.
"I'm not. I miss him so much." I said.
"Wanna make him jealous?" Jack G said.
"Hell yeah." I said.
He brought his hand up to my cheek and we kissed for 15 seconds. We took a breath and kissed for another 15 seconds. Matt saw us kissing. He kissed the blonde bimbo. Damn that made mad. School finally ended.
Jack G walked me home that night. "Thanks a lot for today." I said.
"Look it was no problem. I'd do anything for you and you know that." He said.
"Thanks that means a lot." I said.
We did the same thing for about a week.
I made him jealous, he made me jealous.
Then it happened.
I walked into the janitors closet to get the mop and saw Matt and Stephanie (" the blonde bimbo") making out. At least that's what it looked like he had has shirt off but she was fully clothed.
"Emma." He said.
I ran out. He grabbed his shirt and ran after me. I ran all the way off of campus. Matt finally caught up with me.
"Emma? I know you can hear me we need to talk."
"Leave me alone." I said.
"Please Emma 5 minutes."
"Go to hell." I said.
"Fine." He said.
A few hours later school was finished. I got Cameron to drive me home.
I got home and took a nap.
I woke up 5 hours later to the ringing of my phone.
"Hello?" I said.
"Matt's gone missing."
"Wait what!? Who is this?" I said.
"It's Kristen. Matt sister. He didn't come home from school."
"Have you called the police?" I asked.
"Yes. They won't go look for him until he's been gone for 16 hours."
"Oh. I'll round up the boys and we will help you find him."
"Okay." She said.
"Okay." I said.
I hung up the phone and dialled Jack G.
"Hello?"
"Jack it's Emma. Matt's gone missing and I need you to help me find him."
"Okay I'm on my way."
"Cameron!!" I screamed.
"What" he screamed back.
"Matt's missing." I said.
"What!"
"Matt's missing. I'm gonna go help find him you wait here for the boys."
I ran to school to see if he was still there. Next, I went to all his favourite restaurants.
It was already 10:00 I had been searching for him for 2 hours it was starting to get really cold.
The last place I would check the was the beach. I drove to the beach and looked everywhere.
I called out his name.
"Matthew!! Matthew!! Look I know I'm probably the last person you want to talk to right now but, I need you to hear me out. Your family misses you. Matthew Lee Espinosa I miss you please. I can't live without you. I love you." I said.
Nothing absolutely nothing. I picked up a rock and through in the water.
"Emma." Someone was yelling my name.
I took my phone and put the flashlight on. It was Matt.
"Matthew!" I scream cried.
I dropped my phone and jumped on his hips.
"Don't you ever do that again. Matt you scared me I thought you were gone." I said crying.
I brought his face to mine and our lips connected.
"Matt I missed this so much. I'm so sorry." I said.
"You shouldn't be sorry. I'm sorry."
He took my arms.
"You cut didn't you." He said.
"I'm sorry. I was so upset." I said.
He took my arms and kissed all the cuts.
He put me down and called his mom.
"Hi mom."
"I'm fine."
"I'm with Emma."
"We're at the beach. Bring me an extra pair of shorts."
"See you. Love you. Bye"
I took my shirt and slipped my shorts off. I was wearing a bathing suit under.
I was wearing a bikini.
"Damn Emma." He said moving closer to get a better look.
He took his shirt off. He ran toward me and picked me up bridal style and dropped me into the water. I plopped up. We played around in the water for about an hour. I finally got the boy of my dreams back. Life was back to normal.
"I love you Dallas."
"I love you Espinosa."
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