CWs // mentiom of memory loss, and mild mention of coma
"What's your name?"
That question, is a common question. It's so people would know your identity and what to refer you as. They're asking for your name. Another common question, which has the same meaning as this is "Who are you?". But words can have 2 meanings.
For me, I can never answer those questions anymore. Emphasis on "anymore". I don't my name. People have tried giving me a new name, but none of them felt.. right. Everyone around didn't know who I was before I woke up.
It was scary, not knowing my name. Not knowing anything about yourself is terrifying. Did I want to forget? If I did, why would I want to forget? I keep asking these questions, but end up with no answer. It was frustrating.
What is my name? What was my name? Who are my family? What happend to me? Why can't I remember anything?
I just.. want to know who I am. Was I real? Am I real? Did anyone care about me? If so, do they miss me? Do they remember me?
Sometimes, I end up crying when I ask myself those questions. It's just frustrating to the point, that I feel guilty for forgetting. As if it was my fault for forgetting everything about me. That is always the conclusion I come up with. It was always me trying to shake off those thoughts, or coming to that aformentioned conclusion.
Everytime I try to remember, I always end up crying. But, why? I want to know. I want to remember. My brain gets all fuzzy, and my vision ends up blurry..
I just want to remember...
Is that so much to ask..?
A/N yooooooo- i wrote another one pog- its pretty short, but idk just felt like writing it-
Critiques are appreciated :]
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A child failing to write descriptively
Short StoryI use this book, to practise writing descriptively :D pls critique, I want to kno PS: you can request ideas for me to write, would love the help :] (put it at the Author's Note of any chapter :D)
