Jaycie's P.O.V
I enter the house and immediately shove to the wall by Kyle. " WHERE ON EARTH HAD YOU BEEN?!"
What on earth is wrong with him. The last time I check he despise me. He pull my hand and drag me to the kitchen. " Y-you remember??? When mom and dad fightin- here just like you told us? Hahaha it's all because of you!!! Our family is broken because of you!!!" He's drunk. I can't help but let tears slip from my eyes. This is to painful to watch...
My brother who I once knew that would always plays with me and cuddles with me at night when I had nightmare.
Had became the monster in my nightmare.
He fell to his knee and cries.
' If she wasn't born... They might would be still together...'
I gasp when I heard it... He's gone... My loving brother completely gone... I stayed because I was hoping they might be a little bit inside their heart still consider me as their little sister... Or even love me...
But no... How stupid am I to even think they would ever still love me...
He looks at me with a confuse expression. He slowly stood up and approaches me. My hand is shaking and I started to feel dizzy.
' What is wrong with her? Had she really gone mad?'
I shake my head and run to my room. I immediately lock the door. I slid to the floor and hug my knees.
Tears pouring from my eyes and I sobs silently. Not a day I didn't felt pain in my heart. Not a single day I didn't felt alone. Not a second I felt loved...
I can't live like this...
I want to feel loved. I want to laugh with my friends, even a person is enough. I want to do good things with my ability. I want to live happily...
If I don't belong here, if I'm not wanted here...
Then I'll leave.
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Romance" Forgive them Jay..." Jaycie shakes her head with tears falling to her cheeks. " How can I , they left me alone. When I was being bullied and when I needed them. None of them were there. They hated me for years Collin... My brothers didn't even se...
