D O R O T H Y
"Spread your legs wider..."
"You can bite me if it hurts, alright?"
"Yes, yes,"
"W-Where's t..the condom?"
I purred like a kitten. My head is pouding and my entire body is aching.
What the hell did I do last night?
Napatunga-nga ako ng magising sa hindi pamilyar na kwarto. Nakakunot ang noo ng mapansin kong wala akong ibang suot at tanging kumot lang ang pangga ng hubad kong katawan.
"What the hell?" Usal ko, what the fuck did just happen? I remembered last night I went to a bar with Rossweisse girlfriend-Deiry my very best friend we talked about certain things na umabot ng ilang boteng alak, tapos wala na akong maaalala. Anong nangyari? Tatayo na sana ako ng maramdaman ang kirot sa gitna ng aking mga hita." N-No..."
This can't be happening... Realization crept on my system, I'm in the verge of crying, who the hell fucked me?! Virgin pa ako kagabi--ngayon ay hindi na. Virgin pa ako kagabi! Gusto kong humagulgol at magwala pero naisip kong wala pa pala akong suot na damit na perfect para sa scene na 'yon..
"Hmmmm..." With wide eyes, I glanced at the person who moan. He then turned his head on my side giving me the chance to see his face. O-Oh N-No.. Ilang minuto rin akong nakatitig sakanya at mukhang naramdaman niya ito. With his sleepy eyes, he blinked processing what happened. "G-Goodmorni--" we both froze seeing each other. Naglipat-lipat pa ang tingin nito sa akin at sa kama. Only realizing we did something forbidden. Super forbidden.
"W-What did you do to me?!" I shouted. Feeling the rage on my system, I don't know is this my defense mechanism? I'm confused, I felt it's not okay. I did something horrible, sex shouldn't done if you're not married my Mama said and I just broke my promises... I fuckin broke it. "Hey!" Sigaw ko ng mabigla ng manghina si Gremory habang patayo na sana. Nakakunot ang noo nito na animo'y hindi makatayo, huh?
"I-I... Fuck it. Damn." He cursed, nanghihina itong naupo sa kama. "Fuck. Fuck. Fuck..."
Busy with his business, I decided to find my clothes only to find them on the sofa, neatly hanged. Sinuot ko ang underwear ko't nanghiram ang panjama at t-shirt sakanya, it was oversize. My pearl is sore, I can feel how it hurts everytime I move. I closed my eyes when my stomach crunched.
"Hey, what happened to you?" I asked him with so much confusion, dapat ay galit ako. But I set it aside, I will just talked to him later. I knew deep inside when I was drank I let him invade my system, fuck it lasing na nga marupok pa rin.
He sighed, nanghihina pa rin. "Nothing..."
"Nothing?" I said sarcastically, "tell me what happened to you? I'm supposed to be the one who's laying on the bed, weak. Duh, I'm the girl-the one you diverginized." I almost laugh when his forehead creased like he was embarrassed on his answer. "Gremory." I said in a warning tone.
"Fine." Kinuha nito ang kumot at tininalukbong sakanya at nahiga sa kama. "Correction, we diverginized each other. You're not the one who's virgin here." My eyes almost popped up. "A-And.. A-And my knees are trembling, I can feel my weakness.. I-I can't walk... My legs and knees are shaking..." He answered.
"So you didn't cook? " He furrowed. "Like breakfast? Like pampalubag loob? You know we did it, you're supposed to cook while I'm sleeping then the moment I woke up the food is ready.." I explained, like in the movies or pocket books. When those couple did the nasty thing, the woman will woke up with her sore legs heading to the kitchen only to see her man cooking breakfast without top.
"Huh?" Anito. "Kakawattpad mo 'yan." At tuluyan niyang tininalukbong ang kumot sakanya, leaving me stunned. Sa sobrang inis ko'y hinagis ko ang isang unan sakanya, he groaned.
"Pakshet ka! Ungentleman!" I marched down, nagtungo sa kusina para magluto. My in between is sore but I'm used to pain so it's bearable. "Parang ako pa ang lalaki!" Reklamo ko.
It's fucking epic! Parang ako ang lalaki sa aming dalawa ni Gremory-the one who diverginized him.
Yes, he's also a virgin, pero parang nasobrahan naman ata. Parang siya na ang naging babae, nanghihina pa ang loko. Nagkabaliktad na ang mundo! I'm so dissapointed! I thought he will do those pocket books and movies scenes preparing breakfast after the nasty thing while waiting for me to wake up but he didn't. Natulog pa ito at nanghihina pa talaga, so it's no used. Fuck it.
Edi kakawattpad ko na!
Nakasimangot kong inabala ang sarili sa pagluluto ng kung anong pwedeng iluto dito sa kusina niya. Inferness at nadala niya paglaki ang pagiging boyscout niya dati. I remembered when we're Senior High students I was shock when he showed me a pack of napkin the time when I have leaked on my skirt.
Nakakahiya pero mas nakakabigla na may dala siyang napkin sa school.
Umabot ako ng ilang oras sa pagluluto at pakikipag-usap sa sarili. Inubos ang ilang oras sa pagra-rant sa nangyari sa akin ngayong araw. Fuck this. When I finished preparing the foods on the table, I decided to call Gremory.
Naglakad na ako papunta sakanyang kwarto kinda amaze at his house. Siya lang ba ang mag-isang nakatira rito? Wow, it wasn't suprising because Gremory is living alone in their small apartment when we're highschool. Kaya hindi na nakakapagtaka ngayon na umangat na siya at nabubuhay mag-isa.
I wonder where his mother is?
Hindi na ako kumatok at dire-diretso na sanang papasok sa kwarto ng marinig ko ang boses ni Gremory, animo'y may kausap sa telepono. Sakto at naka loud speaker kaya maging ang kausap nito sa kabilang linya ay naririnig ko.
["Gago, hindi ka makatayo?"]
Tanong ng pamilyar na boses. Napa ismid nalamang ako ng mapagtantong boses iyon ni Rossweisse, siguro ay sila ang nagsundo sa amin ni Deiry sa bar kagabi. Hindi nakaligtas sa aking pandinig ang tawa nito.
"Shut up, fucking shut your mouth or I'll kill you." Gremory said, awtomatikong nanahimik si Rossweisse.
Damn Rossweisse, he's hurting Deiry. Ang gago niya, naiinis ako sakanya. Nanggigigil ako.
["Oo na, so ngayon nakahiga ka pa rin kasi nanghihina? Putangina gago, 'di ka na virgin naunahan n'yo pa ako ni Xerxes... Ay, kaso hindi naman pala si Galatea ang una ni Xerxes kundi iyong si Charentina demonyita. Kumusta na kaya ang paghahabol ni Xerxes ngayon?"]
"Huwag mong problemahin si Xerxes, you should start explaining now to Deiry. You're a jerk Rossweisse, sinasaktan mo ang tao. Bakit ka ganyan? I don't want to preach you because we're the same... Pero dude, Deiry is like a sealed box. She wouldn't voice out her feelings but I know she's having a hard time now. " Sumandal ako sa pintuan at pinakinggan si Gremory na barahin si Rossweisse.
Totoo naman, ang tanga-tanga niya. Porket bumalik na si Ivory? Putangina niya, isa pang pananakit kay Deiry puputulin ko pagkalalaki niya sa nipper.
["Oo, mag-uusap kami mamaya. Pinagluluto ko lang siya ng agahan dahil hanggang ngayon eh, knock out pa rin pagkagising non panigurado may hang over. O sige, bye na Gremory. Mag-alaksan ka na o kaya vitamins, daig mo pa si Dorothy. "]
Then the line ended. I walked near Gremory who's now looking at me. "What?" He asked.
I cross my arms. "Tara, mag-agahan na tayo..." Ani ko.
He looked straightly on my eyes, "let's get married.." He said with so much authorization.
I smirked. Why would I marry a man who hurted me years ago and humiliated me in front of many people. "Pasakal ka nalang, tangina ka. " Then I walked away.
I can clearly remember how I cried hard while hugging myself as people laugh their lungs out at me. How he looked at me with a smirked on his face, his band mates laughing faces.
I was nothing but a toy.. His toy.
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