Warning: Mature content ahead. This may contain scenes unappropriate for readers 18 below. Pero syempre dahil matigas ang ulo mo at binasa mo to just read at your own risk. Hahaha
She left me all alone, wounded, a hole inside my heart that only she could fill in. I was hoping she would come back to me but no one came.
"I love you so much Luna, please come back to me now" I whisphered to the calm breeze of the air.
Ang tanga ko, bat di ko sya hinabol nung naglalakad sya palayo sa akin. Sana pala hinabol ko man lang sya. Pero wala na, wala na sya.
Week passed. Para na akong mabaliw kakaisip kung paano ko nga ba sya makikita ulit. Mula nung iniwan nya ako, nung sinabi nya sa akin na kasinungalingan lang ang lahat ay di ko na sya nakita pa. Kaya kahit pa ayaw nya na sa akin, I gather all my strength to call her.
"Oh" bungad nya sa'kin as soon as she picked up the call.
"Ahm Luna, can I have a favor?" I asked. Pero wala s'yang response kundi buntong hininga lang
"Uhm please promise after this di na kita kukulitin. Please just this one" i know it's stupidity but I am very much willing to take the risk just to see her for the last time.
Bumuntong hininga muna sya bago sya magsalita
"Okay what is it?"
Nagpakawala ako ng malalim na paghinga bago sumagot.
"Can I take you back to the first day we met?" Alam ko di lang ang makita sya ulit ang pakay ko pero I am taking this chance para baka sakaling mahalin nya ako ulit. Yep hindi ako naniniwalang hindi nya ako minahal kasi ramdam ko yun eh, ramdam ng bawat himaymay ng kalamnan at buto-buto ko na mahal nya ako.
Muli s'yang nagpakawala ng buntong hininga bago sumagot
"Segi, pero pagkatapos nito pabayaan mo na ako" sagot nya na mas lalong nagpabasag sa puso ko
"Pangako, pagkatapos nito hindi na kita kukulitin pa" I replied with tears rolling unto my cheeks but I don't know if I can make it. Ang sakit sakit na parang wala lang sa kanya ang lahat.
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7:00 pm. Andito ako sa bar kung saan una kaming nagkita. The place was noisy, the smell was intoxicating, naghalo halo ang amoy ng sigarilyo, alak at klase klaseng pabango.
I was in the bar counter drinking a glass of whiskey. The place is full of drunk men and women, some are dancing on the floor and some were making out in the couch not minding if somebody could see them. I roam my gaze around and there's a girl caught my attention. She's walking gracefully towards the counter. Gaya nung una naming pagkikita, nasa tapat ko sya, with her drink.
"Hey" tawag ko ng pansin sa kanya. She took a sip of her drink before turning her gaze on me. 'Same as before'
"Hey" she respond with a sweet smile plastered on her lips.
"Alone"
"Yeah"
"Single?"
She chuckled before she answer
"Yep"
"Your lips looks edible, can I taste them?" I playfully asked just like how I said it before. But I know deep inside I'm dying slowly.
She just smirked before leaning unto me, brushing her lips over mine. I gulped into the sudden contact of the tissues of our lips. It still felt so good, and I miss the feeling of her lips pressed against mine, without further ado I captured her lips and kiss her fervently. Damn. I missed kissing her. She also started kissing me back while her hands are tracing into my shoulder to my arm down to my abdomen making me groan in pleasure. Damn this woman she really knows how to make me crazy, just a simple touch from her could heighten my libido.
Lalong lumalim ang halik na sinimulan ko, ang mga kamay ko ang naglalakbay na din sa katawan nya at pumipisil pisil. I could feel her body burn in desire as I started tracing my lips from her lips to her face, to her earlobe down to the length of her neck slightly bitting her. I looked into her face, she was flushed and desire is written in her lovely face.
"Let's get out of here" she whispered seductively that I gladly did.
We book a hotel room where we could do all those nasty thoughts running through our mind.
Pagkapasok palang namin sa hotel room at agad ko syang tinulak ng mahina pasandal sa pader, then I kissed her senseless, kissed her like I miss her. Well I really do miss her. Nip. Bit. Suck. Lick. Our lips and tongue battle in sync. Hands roaming around each others body while slowly taking off the clothes that covers us. Slowly we walk towards the bed, then push her lightly hanggang sa mapahiga sa kama. The view was breathtaking. My eyes fiested on her nakedness and I can't wait any longer to taste those. So I did. Tasted the heart of her femininity and screams and moans in every wave of pleasure is all I can hear. In and out. Hard. Fast. Deep. And rough. Groans, moans and screams filled the room. And together we both reach the peak.
Ecstatic.
I woke up in an unfamiliar room, which is definitely not my room. Then fragments of memories flashed through my mind. Napa-iling nalang ako. Oo nga pala, Luna and I shared the night here in this hotel room, a very hot and steamy night. Inilibot ko ang paningin. Disappointment was written on my face. Wala sya. Wala na sya. Iniwan na nya ako.
Gusto kong umiyak sa alaalang dumaan sa isipan ko na syang sumampal sa akin. Isang katotohanang mahirap tanggapin. Bakit ko nga ba nakalimutan na humiling ako kay Luna ng isang pagkakataon para makita at maramdaman sya. Isang huling pagkakataon matapos nya akong iwan. Iyon ay ang dalhin sya sa panahong una kaming nagkita. Hanggang dito nalang yata ako, tayo. Bakit ganun Luna? Bakit ang sakit? Bat ang hirap. Ayokong tanggapin na di ka na babalik pero ang katotohanang wala ka sa tabi ko ang syang sumampal sa akin. Na hindi na kita hawak hawak ngayon.
'Just like before, the first time we met, you left. But it's even more painful now. Kasi dati one night stand lang ang nangyari, pero ngayon hindi. It was our last night at alam kong hindi kita pwedeng hanapin kasi yun ang kondisyon mo bago ka pumayag na makita kita sa huling pagkakataon, I didn't know it could be hellish as this'
Masokista na yata ako kasi kahit alam ko namang masasaktan lang ako pero tinuloy ko pa rin. Ginawa ko pa rin para lang makita ka sa kahuli-hulihang pagkakataon.
"Sana nga magagawa kitang kalimutan gaya ng sabi mo sa akin. Sana nga Luna. Sana nga" i sighed heavily as I walk.
Babalik na naman ako sa dating lugar na mag isa ako. Babalik sa lugar kung saan wala ang tanging kaligayahan ko. Mag-iingat ka palagi Luna. Mahal na mahal kita. Sana sa sumunod na pagkakataon sa ibang panahon, sana hindi na tayo magkakahiwalay pa.
