Nothing More Than A Dog

Part 23

I understood what he was telling me, it made sense even. I've never agreed with how Alpha controlled the pack. He wasn't a good alpha in my eyes and Mia's father was always correct about him. But my loyalty lies with them and always will, they are my pack. But still..

I shifted my weight on the stool uncomfortably and thought about how much trouble I would get in, and all the trouble I would cause my pack if I told Nick even partially the truth. I wanted to trust the Blood Moon pack to help me but I can't risk it.
According to Alpha's and Betta Callins plan, I'm supposed to be here to watch Mia until we can get her back and I'm already deviating from that plan to help her escape and finally live.

I inwardly sigh from the conflicting thoughts on what would be best for my pack. I decided to avoid bringing up anything knew incase I was being irrational from the pressure. I would leave the conversation here and think about Nate's promise. "I assure you I'm not lying. I can't think of anything knew that I haven't told you but I'll make sure to let you know if something comes to mind" I know he doesn't believe me but he didn't push any further.

Mia's father was right, Alpha wasn't fit to be in his position, but a pack can't betray their alpha. It's in our blood to follow them with devoted loyalty. Is it our fault if our instincts follow that man and lead us to follow his cruel ways, to be accepted by him or killed. I will admit, a lot of the wolves in my pack are truly as cruel as our alpha, but most of us just want to survive. The Blood Moon pack could either be the one to save us or completely break us if I'm not carful.

"You've been inside all day, how about we go outside for a bit" I looked at Nate, realizing I was deep in thought. I nod my head happy at the thought of going outside to clear my mind. My head hurt from the pressure and I felt lost on what to do. A distraction was well needed.

Kayden's POV

I hated being away from my Mia, I wanted to be the one around her right now. To be with her and building our trust. I wanted her to feel comfortable around me and to show her that I was never going to hurt her. I know what I'm doing right now is helping her just as much, keeping her safe from the Half Moon Pack, and of course rogues. It's not the same without the contact I crave though.

I've been in my office all morning trying to find clues and solutions. The rogues are becoming a problem. They're growing in numbers and looking stronger, more organized as the days go on. It's been getting worse since we found Mia and I'm becoming worried.
My slip up in dropping Mia's position as Luna to Josh could have spread. I didn't trust Josh to have kept that between us so I've been increasing the defences around our border and have ordered for more frequent patrols.

The rogues have yet to enter our territory and it's been putting me on edge. It's very unlike them to do nothing but watch. I know those mutts are planning something but I can't do anything about them unless they cross our border. The rogues come by multiple times a day and just observe our wolves on patrol, or the guards on watch that I'm increasingly adding.

I groan out frustrated and rest my head into my hands. Taking a look around my desk I see papers and files cluttered everywhere. It's a mess. All this work and I've barley made any progress. I took a moment to breath hoping to clear my head before organizing my desk so I can start fresh.

The Half Moon Pack hasn't been much of an issue which I'm thankful for. They're keeping to themselves and I've been getting consistent updates from my wolves that have been stationed there to watch over them. There's been nothing knew to report regarding Mia unfortunately. The only information I've heard is that the Half Moon pack is aggressive and violent. It's especially seen when they're training.

It makes me more suspicious about their involvement with my mate. However, the royal pack has chosen to do nothing about them until Mia shifts and tells us about her old pack. Though at least they've ordered all packs in the area to keep a look out for Alpha Rick, he's to be taken to the royal pack if found so they can properly deal with him. I don't think the monster would pay enough for his actions there, if I ever saw the piece of shit, he'd wish he'd never hurt Mia, he would beg me to kill him.

I could feel my anger rising and my nails dug into my desk, I had to calm myself down before I destroyed my office. My protectiveness over Mia would make me do anything for her. I can't imagine life without her anymore. She's everything to me and whoever hurt her is going to pay for it. Whether it be only Alpha Rick or the entire pack involved, I'll find out.

I closed my eyes and tried to focus on Mia. I thought about eventually seeing her smile, getting to know who she is, and what she looks like. How beautiful of a Luna she would become. A smile played onto my face thinking about Mia. It calmed me down going through everything I could experience with her. My anger turning into love for my mate. I wanted to see her.

I stood up deciding to take a needed break, I wasn't going anywhere in progress. I looked down at the Half Moon Pack file and felt my body stiffen. We have no proof anyone else was involved, but as much as I wanted to believe it, I can't imagine no one hadn't notice her there suffering for so many years. How could they do this to her. My mate was so close all this time and I was never there to save her.
The guilt of my failure kept me in place, I felt defeated.

My attention quickly went to the door as it creaked open, Jackson's head peeked in and I realized the burning in my eyes as tears threatened to fall. I was so angry and so worried for Mia and what she went through, I hadn't noticed the emotions taking a physical effect.

Jackson rushed in and came to me side, "I knocked and you didn't answer so I thought you fell asleep. What happened, is Mia ok?" Jackson and my family are the only people to see my vulnerable side, I would never show weakness like this to anyone else. I tried to speak but looked back at the file name Half Moon Pack. Anger flared through me again and I clenched my fists, wanting to tear the pack to shreds.
I soon saw the file flip over in front of my eyes and glanced back to Jackson's understanding gaze.

"How about we go for a quick run then you can see your beautiful mate. She probably misses you, having to be stuck with Lily is probably taking a toll on her social battery" we both gave small laughs knowing too well how extra Lily can be. But she might be exactly what Mia needs, Lily doesn't hold back and speaks her honest mind. "Thank you Jackson"

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Hey! It's been another long wait for an update, I made sure to make this one longer and I hope you guys enjoyed it. This chapter might seem a bit off. That's because I began writing it a couple months ago and slowly added onto it when I got the motivation. I'm already in the process of writing part 24 though and it's going to be Mia's POV since we didn't get hers in this part.