Heartthrob J.H

Im a mess

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Jadens POV

I'm a mess a fucking mess I say. I can't do this anymore I can't get over Nikki I can't I just can't. I'm gonna. Die I'm gonna do it. I'm a disgusting cheat a shit person who deserves to die. I don't wanna do this anymore I can't do this anymore.

I grab the pill bottle theres 2 different bottles. The boys are all downstairs having fun and partying and I just can't do it. I dump both of the pill bottles into my big hand and my hand is fully of pills. I get some water and I swallow them all. Maybe about 25 pills and there's 2 different kinds. I take the water to wash it down. I'm probably gonna be dead soon so whatever. I sit on my bed and I start to feel the effects

I feel light headed and sick. The pill bottles and both in my hands I forgot to let go of them and I can't let go of them. I feel spaced out

I see someone walk in the room and go over to me confused. Cant see it's all blurry. I feel someone touch me but I don't move just stare into space and then everything goes black

Josh's POV

We were all having fun not drinking though just vibing and I notice Jaden isn't there. I know he's sad but he needs to let loose and be himself again. This guy has been listening to drivers license non stop.
Great song but not my vibe

"Yo boys imma get Jaden" I say and they nod

I walk upstairs and get to our room. I see Jaden spaced out his face is turning yellow and pale. I go over to him and I tap his shoulder no response I tap him again harder no response I do it over and over again and he mumbles something that sounded slurred. I look at his hands to see pill bottles in his hands which are empty

Don't tell me he took them all.

"Jaden did you take those" I ask him and I don't know if he nodded or not. I go yell for help while bringing a passed out Jaden to the bathroom. I shove my fingers down his throat to make him throw up but he only does a little

"BRYCE ANTHONY KIO QUINTON NOAH BLAKE GRIFFIN HELP" I yell for help and I hear stomping coming to the room like a herd of animals

"Josh what wro-"

"Oh my god" Noah says and I see quinton immediately call the ambulance

"I don't know what happened just found buddy on the bed" I say fast as Jadens passed out.

20 mins later

I'm in the ambulance with Jaden and he's fully gone basically at this point. He had a seizure which isn't good at all. Boys are following behind as were rushing the the hospital. I want Jaden to be ok and I'm worried. We get to the hospital and they rush jaden in making me wait in the waiting room

The rest of the guys come a few minutes later worried and I'm traumatized that's so scary. I call nessa to come to comfort me or cheer me up and she's worried too. We could see what their doing we hear them doing the shock thing you use to revive someone when their dead. And shit no we don't want him to diE

Nessa came a little later when Jaden was taken somewhere else. She sat beside me and I put my head on her shoulder

"Shh it's ok don't worry he'll be fine" nessa says and I don't say anything

"Ok guys when Jaden wakes up we need to know why he did it. What's one thing he'd wanna see when he wakes up" I quinton says

"Nikki" all of us say at the same time. I mean it is true he'd only wanna see Nikki to be honest

"Griff tell Nikki to come she's out of the hospital right" nessa says

"About that... she's leaving well I think she left. I was suppose to keep an eye on her but she booked a flight to Connecticut for the weekend" griff says

"Well what do we do no" Anthony says

"Call his fuck buddy Madison" nessa snares giving a sour face making me laugh

"Wait their actually fucking I thought that was a rumour" kio says

"No it's true mads keeps on bragging about it to darianka when no one cares" nessa says rolling her eyes

"Damnnn" Bryce says

A few minutes later the doctor comes into the room

"Jaden hossler" he says and she all look over

"That's us" I say

"are his parents here"

"No"

"Is there a representative that we could speak to" he asks and they all make me go

"Uh me I guess"

"Ok come over here we need to talk" he says motioning me over and I'm nervous

"Ok mr..."

"Richards" I answer

"Mr Richards your friend mr hossler had to get his stomach pumped to take out the pills like you said there were. We found about 25 ish pills there. They were very serious pill and they almost killed him but we managed to revive him. He's in a coma at the moment don't know when he'll wake up or if he will. We don't know the effects on what the pills could do to him at the moment it's way to early to see but we will be running some tests on him. Visiting hours are closed he's in the icu but you guys are allowed to wait here" he says

"Oh ok thank you" I say sitting back down next nessa and putting my head on her shoulder

"So what" Bryce asks

"He's in a coma and could die still" I say and everyone just sighs

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Welp that sums it up for mr hossler comment "rip" if you wanna attend the funeral 🤠

Everyone have a very good day maybe possibly the last update for the night. Well for my night bc it's like 8pm but you never know I could write another chapter

Question: does anyone share a room with a sibling because when I was younger me and my sister would voluntarily share a room

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