Goodbye Lullaby (COMPLETED)

Chapter 19

Don't you know? Oh, it's a funny thing, you know
We'll tell 'em if you like, we'll tell 'em all tonight
They'll never listen, because their minds are made up
And course it's all okay to carry on that way
-
A Certain Romance by Arctic Monkeys

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I left him in bed at 4 AM. Ayaw niya pang bumangon kaya hinayaan kong matulog pa ng isang oras. We have a prior commitment at 8 AM today. Tutugtog kami at pagkatapos ay magkakaroon ng mini fansign event. It will happen in a small studio of a music channel in YouTube. After that, we're gonna have an interview.

I showered and put on a white square neck sleeveless top, ripped jeans and white sneakers. I tied my hair in a high ponytail and crowned my head with black sunglasses. Paglabas ko ng closet ay gising na si Eros at nakatulala lang sa kisame. I chuckled and went to him.

"Good morning. Bangon na."

His eyes lazily turned to me. Magulo ang buhok at tanging beywang pababa lang ang natatakpan ng puting comforter. Humikab siya at kinusot ang kanang mata.

Napakagat ako ng labi. Those long fingers did wonders to my... holy fucking shit! Ang aga pa para sa gano'ng iniisip.

"Morning, love. What time is it?" His bedroom voice invaded the silence in the room. Sinipa niya ang comforter paalis sa kanya at umupo. He's grumpy kapag bagong gising. But after getting out of bed, nagiging masigla rin. I find it weird that he doesn't like waking up early, but he enjoys the sun.

I asked him about that once when we were hiking. Tirik ang araw pero siya lang ang magana sa aming apat.

"Vitamin D, Psyche... and I'm a son of the sun." Then he chuckled at the pun he made. His dad's name is actually Apollo. Like the Greek god of the sun or whatever.

Syempre inirapan ko siya ro'n pero natawa rin pagkatapos.

Ginulo niya ang buhok at hinapit ang bewang ko. Ang inaantok niyang mga mata ay umangat sa 'kin. I was just standing by the bed and he was hugging my waist.

"4:40, I think. You should shower now. I'll prepare breakfast." I answered his question earlier. Pero matigas ang ulo niya't binaon pa ang mukha sa leeg ko. I sighed and carressed his soft jet black hair.

"Still early, Psyche," ungot niya. "Cuddle..."

Natawa ako. Ang nanunuyo niyang boses ay ibang iba sa kagabi. Napakaclingy talaga nito, hindi halata sa itsura. He's always looked incredibly manly and ruthless mixed with a slight playfulness. Take his wicked grin and the way he always seems unbothered yet his mind wanders far for example. He looks like the type to fuck and go. Walang wala sa itsura niyang maging clingy. Before, I fucking hate it. Now, I kinda like it, it's crazy.

"I don't wanna lay in bed na! My hair will get messy," protesta ko nang hatakin niya ako pahiga kasama siya. He groaned.

"I don't like this position," reklamo niya pa.

Inirapan ko siya't nagpasyang umupo na lang sa kandungan niya. "Okay na?" I said, sounding like I didn't like sitting on his lap while hugging. Gusto ko rin naman ng cuddle. And... the in between of my thighs stung a bit.

"Hmm,"

"5 minutes, Eros."

"Don't be cruel, Psyche. 10 minutes."

"5 nga lang! Or I'll get up and make breakfast now."

"Tss," he pulled me closer that I sat directly at his crotch. I was straddling him so I felt his morning wood poking my fucking flower. Damn it! I'm so aware that it's huge. Ilang beses ko na iyon naramdaman sa tuwing magkayakap kaming dalawa!