Chasing Desire (Complete)

Chapter 21

I'm here in my room. Nasa baba sila kanina pa. Agad akong umakyat dito matapos ang pgdating nila.

I slowly creeped out of my room when I noticed Zack's door is open. Sumilip ako at nakita ko si Red na nakatalikod kausap si Zack.

"Are you sure he's your son though? Di something happened before she got lost?" tanong ni Red.

"We had sex a week before she went lost and her bloody picture arrived. Yael is exactly five years old. She went missing for five years, the time frame is perfectly fit." Sagot ni Zack.

"Still, Do you want to run a DNA test?"

"No. Have you seen the kid? He fucking looks like me. And the time frame is correct. Entice will be hurt if I say I want to do that."

He is Zack's son. Nagagalit ako. Nagagalit ako kay Zack at sa pamilya nya na nauna pero wala akong magawa.

Talo ako doon. Talo ako sa nauna. I was just bought. In a bar. Unlike her, they probably met in a fancy restaurant, in the business world, or in an expensive and exclusive resort.

"Where the fuck is Carios? I forgot about him. He needs to fucking explain why he did that to me. Why he put Entice away from me." Madiin nitong sabi.

"Why don't you ask Entice?"

"She doesn't wanna say. She cried when I asked her."

He really loves her. Naiingit ako. Nakakainis.

Bumalik ako sa kwarto ko at umiyak muli. Namumugto ang mata ko pero naghilamos ako para di halata. I layed myself in bed even though it's just 1 pm.

Nang makarinig ako ng yabag papalapit sa pinto ko ay nagkunwari akong tulog.

When I smelled Zack's scent, I want to jump to him and cry like I always do. But this time, I shouldn't. It's different already.

Nanatili na lamang akong nakahiga at kunwaring tulog.

Lumubog ang kama at naramdaman ko ang kamay nya sa tyan ko.

"I'm sorry..." he whispered. I felt a kiss on my forehead.

"I promise I'll fix this... Trust me. Don't hate me... I'm trying," His voice was so calming.

Mabuti na lamang at nakapikit ako. Hindi nahuhulog ang mga luha ko. I felt a kiss on my lips. How I miss it.

I miss him.

Nang magising ako ay wala na sya. I looked at the wall clock at it says it's 4pm.

Bumangon ako kahit nahihilo. It's so hard to be pregnant. Lalo na pag may ibang pamilya yung tatay ng anak mo.

I showered once again and brush my teeth. Nagsuot ako ng isang pambahay na putin bestida. It's sleeveless and my baby bump is showing already. I smiled. Then I frowned.

Lumabas ako at bumaba.

Sinalubong ako ng yakap ni manang. She's crying!

"Sen... Siguro masyado kang nasasaktan... Andito lang ako. Andito lang ako..."

Niyakap ko sya pabalik na parang sinasbaing okay lang ako. I gave her a warm smile.

"I'm okay manang."

"Pero-"

"Ayos lang po talaga," Huli konh sabi. Idont wanna talk about it cause I might cry.

Pagpunta ko ng dining ay andun silang lahat.

Sa isang side ay sina
lucas-aiden-bakante-red
yael-zack-entice

Umiwas ako ng tingin. She's sitting on my seat.