Chasing Desire (Complete)

Chapter 19

It's my second month of being pregnant. My morning sicknesses are getting worse. My cravings are intense and my mood swings are the worst! I am so emotional, I only want Zack's attention towards me and cry when he's doing something else that makes him busy.

"Manang, pahingi po ng suka" Sabi ko kay manang.

We're currently here in the dining room together with Red, Lucas, Aiden and Zack.

"Para saan?" tanong ni Aiden at kinain nang buo ang chicken nugget nya.

Tiningnan ko sya kung paano nya ginawa yun. Tumusok ako ng chicken nugget at ginaya ang ginawa nya. But I didn't do it right, nabilaukan ako!

"Fuck! Water," Agad akong inabutan ni Zack ng tubig habang hinihimas ang likod ko.

My tears fell down as I drink the water.

"Damn! Stop crying, wife" He kissed me on my forehead before he look at Aiden darkly

"What?! It wasn't my fault, dude!" Natatawa nitong sabi.

"You just swallow the whole chicken fucking nugget infront of my woman!" Inis nitong sabi.

Tumawa si Lucas at iniabot sa akin ang suka na galing kay manang.

"Kaslaanan ko ba yun?! Savannah babe naman..."

"Shut up!" bulyaw dito ni Zack pero tumawa lang ito.

"Thank you, babe" I softly said and

"Thank you what?! Say it again", si Zack.

"Wala," Sagot ko. Inihulog ko lahat ng sliced apples ko sa bowl na may suka.

Lahat sila ay mukhan nasusuka sa ginawa ko.

"B-bakit?" I emotionally asked and looked at Zack. Tiningnan nya nang masama ang dalawa.

"W-wala! Mukhang ansarap nyan Sav"

"Oo nga pre! Sige, kain ka lang Savannah babe"

I looked again to Zack with askin eyes. He just nodded and kissed me in my forehead again.

Kinain ko na at napasayaw pa ako sa sarap. I closed my eyes and made soft and sweet happy noises.

When I opened my eyes, Red is looking intently at me while smiling.

"UwU so cuteee, Savannah babe"

"Shut up, Aiden. Eat your fucking food" Masungit na sabi ni Zack at saka ako pinainom ng juice. Inilapit ko ang bibig ko sa baso para uminom. Pinunasan nya rin ng tissue ang bibig ko matapos kong uminom.

My cheeks are burning red right now!!

I giggled.

"Zack, you're handsome" I said out of nowhere. He looked shocked and immediatley look away. Nagtawnaan tuloy ang dalawa.

"Kinikilig amp,"

"Oooohh butterflies in my stomacchh it feels so nice~~" pagkanta pa ni Lucas.

"Red is handsome as well. Kayo, gwapo pero salbahe!" I said and rolled my eyes at them.

"What?! Di ako salbahe noh"

"R-really? You think I'm handsome, Savannah?" Tanong ni Red. He's acting strange. Or he's just silent type.

"Oo naman!" masaya kong sagot.

"But I'm the most handsome right?" paninigurado ni Zack.

Tinitigan ko muna sya na parang nag-iisip.

"Wife, don't betray me..."

"Hmmm pag-iisipan ko pa," Sagot ko. Pero syempre, sya ang pinakagwapo.

"Wife naman..."

Nagtawanan muli ang dalawa at ginaya pa ang malambing na tono ng boses ni Zack.

"Savannah babe, ako ang pinakagwapo diba?"

"How many times do I fucking need to tell you to shut up, Aiden? Shut the fuck up, right here, right now!" Puro mura ang lumaabas sa bibig ni Zack.

Sinubo ko kay Zack ang isang sliced apple na may suka. He got no choice but to eat it.

"Idura mo kung napipilitan ka lang." Sabi ko.

"Ohhhh"

"Baby, I'm not. It's delicious." Sabi nito. Ayan na naman ang kamay nya sa hita ko.

Hindi ko na sya pinansin at nilagyan na lamang ng ketchup ang grapes ko. I eat it happily.

"Ew"

"Tangina, ganyan pala pag buntis..." Si Aiden.

"Wag ka mangbubuntis pre," si Lucas naman.

"Huh? Bakit naman? Masarap kaya mambuntis," Nagtawanan sila. Mga baliw talaga.

"Bakit masarap?" tanongko. They looked at each other, waiting for someone to answer.

"Shh... Don't mind them, just eat it."

Days passed and I'm always sleepy. Ni hindi na nga ako nakababa minsan, hinahatiran na lang ako ng pagkain ni manang. Liligo, tapos matutulog pagkatapos.

Zack is working in his office here in the mansion everytime.

Nang minsan ay pumunta ako sa top floor nitonh mansion para sana puntahan sya sa office nya ay narinig ko ang boses ni Red.

"I am telling the truth. I saw Carios. I saw him. And I think there's something wrong," seryosong sabi ni Red. Nang silipin ko ay silang dalawa lang ang nag-uusap.

"Just don't let me see him. I'll fucking punch his damn face for killing my Entice."

Napahawak ako sa dibdib ko dahil sa biglanh kirot na naramdmaan ko mula doon.

Entice...

That name again.

My pregnancy hormones, attacking again. Tears are forming in my eyes.

"I saw her. She's alive. I saw them both. And I think... they'll show up anytime now."

I saw how emotions striked Zack's face. Parang libo libong emosyon ang dumaan sa mukha nya. I can't tell if he's happy or sad or what. But his face shows unusual expression. A face with emotions I've never seen before.

It's true that she made him feel things.

It made my heart ache even more.

Entice... She's alive.

"I want to see them." Utos ni Zack. Pinipigilan ko talaga ang umiyak mula sa kinatatayuan ko ngayon.

"But how about—"

"Lemme handle this. I want to see her."

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