Ishimondo Oneshots (DISCONTINUED)

'Reject my love, hurt my dreams (part 2)

Kiyotaka Ishimaru's POV:

"MONDO WHY!?"

I screamed, sitting up in my...bed? Wait I was just at the school, why am I here?! I scanned around my dark and rather chilly room, noticing the time.

3:17 a.m

...It was all a dream, no, it was all an awful nightmare. I never said anything, I-I never was rejected. I was never thrown away, I never lost Mondo. My heavy breathing slowed down a bit, my body was trying to calm down. I've never experienced a nightmare like that. It felt so real, so cold, so painful. But it wasn't, it was all a trick from my pitiful mind. I tried to calm down more by doing breathing exercises, maybe I should go grab a drink of water. I slowly crept out of my bed and down the stairs into my kitchen. I had no idea if my father was home or not, so I had to be careful not to get caught awake at such an hour. I filled my cup up with the tab water and drank it incredibly fast. I gentley sat it down in the sink before walking back into my room. I laid back down on my bed, still feeling that ache in my stomach. Is this what love is like? Constantly afraid of losing the person you love to different things...I shouldn't think these things right now, I must get to sleep. But, what if he does reject me, what if he does toss me aside? What if Mondo hates me afterwards? More tears built up into my eyes. What if these feelings destroy everything, what if I ruin our friendship?! URRGH, W-WHY IS IT THAT I MUST MESS ALL OF MY FRIENDSHIPS UP?! WHY C-CAN'T I BE LIKE A NORMAL BOY AND FALL IN LOVE WITH SOME W-WOMEN INSTEAD O-OF HIM! I turned onto my chest and started to cry into my pillow. Why must my feelings make everything so complicated... I started to try and drift to sleep, hoping I wouldn't have another nightmare like that one again...

"TAKA!!!"

(Mondo Owada's POV)

T-TAKA! I'M SO SORRY! COME BACK, TAKA PLEASE, TAKA!!!

I woke up, practically fucking screaming. The cold air of my room brought me back into reality, sweat dripped off my forehead and neck. Another fucking dream like that. Ever sense I realized these feelings for Taka, i've been having these awful fuckin' nightmares of him rejecting me, calling me things...a-and leaving me. completely. It wasn't long before my room door was busted open.

(D) "MONDO ARE YA FUCKING OK, WHAT'S GOING ON?!"

Daiya basically broke my door down.

(M) "Shit, I-I'm okay dude, just a...fucking nightmare."

I mumbled that last part, hoping he wouldn't hear me. But of course, he fuckin did.

(D) "Pffft, really? All that screamin over a damn dream?"

(M) "Oh, shut the hell up! It just, f-felt so real..."

Daiya sighed.

(D) "Okay...what was it about?"

I didn't speak at first, I-I couldn't tell him!

(M) "None of yer buisness."

(D) "Really? C'mon dude, just fuckin tell me!"

(M) "....I-I can't..."

(D) "Dude, you can tell me anythin, now explain!"

I sighed, realizing I couldn't get out of this without some type of damn explanation.

(M) "Just a dream about...someone, now leave me alone-"

(D) "H-HOLD UP! YOU'RE DREAMING ABOUT SOMEONE!? HAHA, WHO'S THE POOR UNLUCKY GIRL WHO CAUGHT YER ATTENTION?!"

I paused before speaking.

(M) "Kiyotaka Ishimaru, The Ultimate Moral Compass."

Daiya seemed to freeze, but soon began cracking up more. What the hells his problem?!