i still remember

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a/n hey. ok so idk if many people will want to read this, but i've been writing quite a bit of poetry for my writing unit at school, and because i'm a literacy nerd, i've been enjoying it a lot. so i wanted to write a poem for yall.

im trying to write the requests, i really am but between school and friends i don't have much time. and i'm having difficulty sleeping so i'm very out of it all the time and i want the writing to be well done, i dont want to release something crappy.

anygays, enjoy!! and thank you so fucking much for 1k reads <333

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harry's pov

dear louis,

i still remember
the first time we met.
i was naïve and 16,
but the moment green met blue,
i knew,
i wanted to spend my entire life
learning to love you.

i still remember
how you broke my heart.
you took my love
and used it as a weapon.
i love you louis tomlinson,
i do.
but you hurt me, a deep aching pain,
that only you can repair.
though, you never will.

i still remember
when you promised.
when you held my hand,
carried my heart,
and lifted my soul.
you promised, you would never let go.
you told me
you would love me forever.
but, look where we are now.

i still remember
the happiness and glee.
we danced when nobody was watching,
cried like we could never be fixed,
and loved,
oh, how we loved.
it was delicate and sweet,
but fierce and scary.
louis tomlinson,
you taught me how to love.

i'm glad
i still remember
the pain and the heartbreak,
for it makes loving you
so much more rewarding.
but painful,
so
damn
painful.

i still remember
you saying,
i'm doing this for you.
but is this what i want?
you said you were making me happy.
but i'm happy with you.
why can't you understand?
now you're gone.
and you've taken my heart with you.

i still remember
the way your hand fit in mine
like it was made just for me
or the way your eyes would crinkle when you smiled.
how you couldn't cook to save your life,
when you would refuse to wake up.
god, you were so fucking stubborn.
maybe you still laugh like no tomorrow.
i don't know who you are anymore.
because right now,
you're a stranger to me.

i still remember
every single day without you.
some days i got drunk before noon,
other i wouldn't wake up till two.
you were my home,
but now i feel lost.
louis tomlinson you are a theif,
for you stole my heart
and ran away with it.
however,
i'm still not sure if i want it back.

i love you louis.
- H x

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a/n i promise i will try and get another proper chapter out soon.

love you all so much

vote if you enjoyed it means a lot <3

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