[ 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝘁𝗵 : 𝗙𝗶𝗻𝗲𝗿 𝗧𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 ] 𝗡𝘆𝗮𝘀𝗶𝗮 𝗡𝗶𝗻𝗮 𝗪𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗮𝗺 📍brooklyn ny 📍 august 2022
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it's been 6 months since the little "death" been happening, me and chris doesn't talk after he told me i should die.
comes to find out i'm not actually adopted he is, my mother isn't his mother. his mother ain't want him.
carter is still alive he been in the hospital for 6 months now & today is the day he's getting out the hospital.
me & cameron still together finds out, i'm 3 months pregnant.
i haven't been stressing, you know dior death is hard but try my hardest.
carter situation was harder, he's living with me & cameron now. he told me personal that he wants a therapist so that's what i'm gonna do.
as a big sister i'm gonna protect him with all my power.
ima make sure i have daily checkups with him but we been doing that since he was 15. i don't know what made him stop telling the truth.
but our conversations are 1 on 1 nobodies listening besides us. we listen to each other problems.
he doesn't know about chris telling me to die but it's gonna come up again because him & chris is still close.
i'm not gonna make carter stop their relationship because of what chris said to me.
i just wanna see carter happy .
ill make sure he's happy before me. and he doesn't know i'm pregnant so that's another thing i have to tell him.
" come on cameron so we could go pick up carter " - i tell cameron standing up off the couch .
oh yeah he doesn't want me driving or going anywhere now that i'm pregnant.
alright i'm coming mamas - he responded walking out the room.
yes mamas still makes me blush 3 years later lol.
i'm here for carter wright - i say to the doctor lady sitting at the desk.
he's in room 526 - she responded giving me & cameron a sticker that say visitor.
CARTER YOUR BESTEST SISTER IN THE WORL IS HERE - i yelled walking in his room ik he tired of me already.
" girl shut up and i'm ready i signed my papers already " - he says looking at my stomach suspiciously while walking out the room
we walks out the room & he stops me while cameron is still walking.
" thank you nyasia once again you didn't have too but you did & i love you " - carter says hugging me making me cry ( ITS THE HORMONES)
we got into the car & of course carter wanted to play youngboy & we listened to ' how i been ' by my brother
also known as yall fave .
Countin' money, workin' on myself That's if you wonder how I been, I been Wishin' if you there with someone else I hope they love you like I did, I did Say you love me but you can't The shit you do for me, for another nigga, you do the same I can't hold on, plus these critics bloggin' my name I'm tryna move on, I'm not with your lies and with your games She tried to fake a baby, I ain't trippin' 'bout that Girl, I want your love Them hoes wasn't as real as us So I don't give a fuck DC Blizzy turnt up at the club, okay, okay Don't fuck with that, that's my bae I say, don't fuck with that, that's my bae
" OH YOU THE MAIN FREAK? BRING HER ASS MY WAY ( MY WAY ) YOUR NAME COULD MAKE ME TAT THREE TIMES ON MY FACE HOLD MY STYROFOAM NO PARTY ON A FRIDAY, CHECK THAT MONEY LIKE FIVE WAYS. CANT LISTEN TO WHAT I SAY BITCH YOU KNOW I NEED YOU " - cameron & carter screamed the lyrics
had to pause that, to much got damn screaming hurting my got damn ears .
um me & my baby hungry we want some popeyes - i say to cameron .
bruh no because the doctor said that shit to greasy for you & the baby nyasia - cameron responded
okay fine - i turn around &'started to cry because he's being mean to me .
i thought he loved me, he don't love me no more. he doesn't wanna have the baby no more.
OHMYGAWDDD he's gonna leave me.
mamas stop overthinking man nobody ain't gonna leave you, popeyes is to greasy for you & the baby get a salad or something - cameron say talking to me.
" PAUSE HOES WAIT A MINUTE SHE PREGNANT " - carter yelled
