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[𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦]










trigger warning: mentions of a panic attack











riverlovesrivers

liked by 37,125 users- i dont want to go to work D: someone put me out of my misery-misssky hurry up boss is mad today :/riverlovesrivers YaY iM sO hApPy

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liked by 37,125 users
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i dont want to go to work D: someone put me out of my misery
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misssky hurry up boss is mad today :/
riverlovesrivers YaY iM sO hApPy

user1 where do you live???
riverlovesrivers thats kinda sus ngl

chris_thememegod *inseret meme here*
riverlovesrivers yes <3 i think...

user8 vote on all the parts because voting is poggers :D
riverlovesrivers very

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*ring ring ring* omg will they ever stop? i should really block them. stop it please. someone. ahhhh. its. so. annoying.  okok calm down. your gonna be ok. no your not. stop lying to yourself. no please no.

my breathing started to become faster. im gonna- I just need to call chris. ya do that. dont he hates you and hes happy with his family. leave him alone. no hes the only one who knows how to calm you down. just call him.

"please pick up pleasepleaseplease"

"river? are you ok? its 12am and you have work in the morning"

"they won't stop calling and messaging me chris. its to much i can't handle it" my heart was beating extremely fast.

"kook your gonna be fine. follow my breathing. and count to ten with me. ready." i nodded even though he can't see me.

"one" one
"two" two
"three" three
"four" four
"five" five
"six" six
"seven" seven
"eight" eight
"nine" nine
"ten" ten

"see your okay! but now that your up... wanna play minecraft??? I've got to practice." i nodded happily and facetimed him.

this went on till about 4 am which... lets just say wasn't the smartest idea. oops :D

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"there you are!" skylar yelled at me as soon as i entered the coffee shop. making all the costumers look our way. "hurry put your apron on, boss is already mad your late" gReAt.

i walked into the back and immediately got yelled at. "THIS IS THE 6TH TIME YOUVE GOT TO STOP" i honestly don't know how shes the boss... ive been here for three years and shes been here for seven months. not very poggers if i do say so myself D: its probably because shes a blonde skinny bitch with big tits. the owner is an old white perverted dude... ya. ew.

i obviously ignored her. she makes me so mad. if only i didnt need this job to literally survive. i wouldve quit the second she became the boss. but like i said. if only. i grabbed my apron and headed to the cash register. as soon as i left the back all eyes were on me. GrEaT they all heard her scream at me. curse her being EXTREMELY loud. aMaZiNg.

"hi welcome! what can i get for you?" i ask regretting sounding so happy. if you couldnt tell im very unhappy at the moment.

"hi! can i get two black coffees and 3 cold brews. ya thats right." i looked at him like he was a crazy.

"uh yea sure! is it all for you?? that seems like a lot for one person"

"oh uhm no its for my friends. they sent me on a coffee run" he giggled at the end of his sentence. and let me tell you its fucking adorable like what. the. honk. and of course its not all for him you stupid bitch the fuck were you thinking,

i gave him his change and started making his drinks. kook i have to make it perfect. huge problem. i dont normally make the drinks but skylar was talking to the boss. laving me with the register and the drink making. that bitch is lucky i love her

i finished after fifteen minutes. tHaNkS sKyLaR. fuck i didn't get his name. shit how am i going to do this. fucking damnit river why didnt you get his name. just say sir. ya just do that youll be fine.

"uhm sir. your drinks are done!" he turned to me. thank. honking. god. he smiled and grabbed them all. as he reached the door he turned around and waved at me.

"thank you have a good day!" and with that he left.

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sorry the first chapter is very short. with starting the book and school starting again. I've been very exhausted. they will get longer and better i promise! have a good day or night i love you <3

go eat, drink some water, if you need to please take your meds! get some rest, fanfictions will always be here when you wake! take care of yourself because i care for. you and will be very sad if you arent taking care of yourself. at least try for me! ily and stay safe<3








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