My Bestfriends Brother

Chap. 15 Revealing my Secret

I know I had talked to Ross about it but I still felt like I didn't get it all out. So I decided to talk to Rydel about it. She needs to know the truth. So it was Saturday and I woke up at 7:35. I got up and washed my face. As I looked up in the mirror I saw my face. It looked like I haven't slept in years. Which I have barely gotten any sleep in the last week due to thinking about my secret and what I should say. All I basically did is cover up my dark circles and brushed my hair. I pulled on a hoodie and some jeans and walked outside. As I got near Rydels house I heard people in the backyard. So I knocked on their door anyway hoping Stormie or Mark would be there. Fortunately they were and told me Rydel was outside with some friends. I went out back and saw Rydel talking to some girl. 'Oh hey Bethany, this is Courtney. She's dating Rocky, I just realized that this is the first time yall met' 'oh yeah hey, nice to meet you Courtney. I'm sorry but I really need to talk to Rydel about something. So Rydel do you have a minute?' 'Yeah of coarse. Go up to my room'. Rydel and I walked upstairs closing her door and sat down on the bed. Rydel sat as I started to pace the room. 'Rydel. Please don't hate me. I know he's your brother but please don't hate me. I don't want this to come between us' 'ok no matter what you say I won't hate you. But I can't promise that I won't be mad. But I'm your best friend that's just what I do' 'Ok so Rydel. I think I'm going to break up with Riker' 'WHAT? Why? What's he do this time?' 'No he didn't do anything it's me. I've fell out of love with him. I mean at first it felt like true love but I mean, it's nothing precious, or special to hold on to anymore. All we do is hang out. He doesn't have to be a total romantic but we don't ever do anything as a couple' 'ok ok ok. Stop there. You can't just stop feeling in love with someone. And anyways I know you Beth. You're attracted to someone else. Who is it?' 'Well actually I do feel out of love with him but also, you're right I am attracted to someone else. Brad. From The Vamps' 'Oh my gosh. Yeah he is a total hottie. How long have yall been hanging out?' 'We'll ever since my bday party so about 3 weeks' 'well I am kind of upset because of you got married to Riker we could've been sister but, you go for Brad. If you think that's what you want them go for it. But Rikers gonna be raging' 'Yeah I know I'm actually gonna go talk to him' 'yeah ok. Good luck Beth!' 'Thanks' I said as I walked out of Rydels room and back downstairs. I walked out the back door and saw Riker talking to another girl. Probably one of Rydels friends. 'Hey Riker, wanna take a walk?' 'Yeah sure c'mon' Riker said as we walked off