Yn POV
Me: KIRISHIMA I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD IF YOU DONT LET GO OF ME RIGHT THIS INSTANT IM GOING TO BREAK YOUR FUCKING KNEE CAPS NOW LET GO OFF ME BITCH BITCH BITCH MINAAAAAA HELP MEEEE HELP ME PLEASE PLEASE I NEED TO GET OUT OF HEREEEE
Mina: Yn calm down he is going to be okay
Me: MINA THZY ARE LOOKING FOR HIM THEY WANT HIM THEY ARE LOOKING FIR HIM I CANT JUST FUCKING SIT HERE IN A ROOM DOING NOTHING WHILE HE IS OUT THERE IN DANGER I CANT DO IT MINA I JUST CANT
haha I was completely breaking down
I mean who wouldn't
Sure sure sure you might say that it's stupid I told him to not talk to me to stay away but now all I want is him....
It's always going to be him
Haha fuck
Well now I can't do anything other than cry while the others hold me back
Pathetic
I'm pathetic
I'm worthless
And the only person who would tell me otherwise is out there fighting while I'm just sitting here crying when this doesn't even physically affect me.
It's funny how when I pushed him away this happens and now I just want him
God get a grip women
I want to throw up
What do they even want from him
Why him out of all people
The only person who would comfort me in a situation like this isn't here
This is so repetitive
I hate it
I hate It '
I hate it so much
I hate how much I love him I just wish I didn't love him so it wouldn't hurt this much.
I hate how he holds me
His voice
I hate his eyes
His rare smile
How he laughs
I hate the feeling he gave me when we kissed it
I hate how I want to do it again
I hate how I had to fall for someone so perfect when I'm just worthless
Woah
Some Gabbie Hannah type beat
Why am I joking when this is fucking serious -I don't get it I'm literally on the floor sobbing and I don't get it lol
Nothing even has happened to you and I'm freaking out I'm just dramatic lol....
I'm tired
Time skip
So where the actual fuck am I
YOU ARE READING
bakugoxreader I'm worthless
Fanfiction⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ Talks about eating disorders anxiety depression craving male validation sexualizing yourself etc if you think this might trigger you please for the love of god dont read this fanfic I dont care how much you love baku. I'm not try...