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Chapter 16: cAmP fIrE sOnG

TRIGGER WARNING

Sooo I fucked up....again

3 weeks

3 fucking weeks without throwing up. 3 fucking weeks without torturing myself 3 fucking weeks eating 3 meals a day I was healthy

But today after I  was eating some cake you know them Thanksgiving leftovers I started to get sick my parents where screaming at me about some missing assignments I realized how much food I have eaten and how much calories I would probably gain I made myself throw up so now the time I have to reset the timer....

Anyways today is the training camp and I'm physically not ready for this

I feel like trash

Like pure trash

My body is drained from it and I generally just can't

All the motivation I built up those 3 weeks was just gone...just like that

Haha

Um therapy with baku made me realize why I started throwing up I guess the fights with my parents started when I was 11 and I felt I had no control over my life or whatever so that was the way I found my contral haha... and here I'm now

Soooo

Let's stop talking about my issues and let's get back to the training camp.Im sitting with my future husband cuz I know hes not going to bother me and be loud or annoying cuz I generally cant have that but the whole bus was being loud and annoying so fuck plans you know I basically was there listening to my sad boy vibes playlist while thinking about how sad my future is going to be I mean I'm going to have to *gags* breed with mr daddy issues plus I'm going to have to carry a child for 9 months and yeet them out of my vagina. How am I Yn Ln supposed to take care of a child if I cant even take care of myself what do I do when they ask me tough questions like where baby's come from or stuff like that what am I supposed to do when days I dont want  to get up when days I dont have the motivation to talk to them or give them attention will I be okay when I'm a mother like will this whole eating disorder thing be in the past will it affect my children -i I'm already the worst mother Todo told me about what his mom did to him and I'm worried that something like that will happen to my children if I have an outburst or something like that I just ugh I now cant even focus on my stupid playlist

Time skip

Okay so I'm officially exhausted

The training camp is held by the wild wild pussy cats one of them was literally hitting on my classmates which haha very um weird they summoned this weird dirt creatures they where kinda easy to destroy just you know conquer some wind and go woosh and they where destroyed my motion sickness was just horrible sooo I was throwing up all over the place 🤪 so after we heard that they where no more of those stupid ass creatures I rushed to the cafeteria and started inhaling my food

Bakugo: You're literally going to choke

Me: awww baku you're worrying about me that's sooo cute

Bakugo: I DONT CARE ABOUT YOU

Me: no sir you already said it theres no take backs haha

Bakugo: I hope you choke

Me: I love you too

He rolled his eyes and continued to eat his food you know Baku is always you know kinda like a bomb I mean like sure he can keep a conversation without screaming but one wrong thing and he starts yelling insults haha but when hes calm he is so peaceful I mean like for example when he is relaxed right you can take in all his features his crimson red eyes his literally perfect jaw line how his surprisingly soft hair flows his is just so perfect that reminds me what the actual fuck am I supposed to do with this crush like I mean what do I do with this stupid feelings ya know um I guess I'll figure it out later ya know

Time skip

Mina: Come on girl get in!

Me: ugh Minaaaa like cover your eyes I'm insecure"

Mina: Come on Yn the water is warm

Me: okay but yall shut your mother fucking eyes

Mina: okay okay

I took of my towel and got in

Mina: OH MY GAWD GURL YOU GOT A NICE BOD LITERALLY QUEEN

Me: Minaaaa you said you would shut your eyes

Mina: sorry Miss gurl but seriously I wouldn't mind you pulling my hair an-

Me: Minaaaaa

We started talking about how louise patridge was really hot but couldn't even compare to half of the haikyuu characters. As me and her where debating on who was hotter akaashi or iwa-chan we hear *cough* the pervert

Me: did you hear that I think someone's trying to climb

Thud

Me: the wall

Mina: awwww thank you for guarding us!

Thud

Me: MINETAAAAAAAAAA

2nd person pov

Once that little discusting pervert had fallen the boys heard a loud ass scream. You where putting on the closest clothes you could find and grabbed a put on those sleeping case mask things as you strutted to the boys springs

Yn: MINETA YOU LITTLE SON OF A BITCH

All the boys glanced at you they all had blushes on their face especially a certain boom boom boy 😏

Yn: DONT WORRY IM COVERING MY EYES CAUSE IM NOT A PERVET LIKE YOU BUT I HAVE SOME SHIT TO SAY

Idia: Yn-

Yn:SHUT UP TENYA ILL PUT YOU ON YOUR PLACE TOO

The boy quickly went quite since he was scared of you ...lolsies

Yn: DONT YOU HAVE SOME RESPECT FOR THE FEMALE POPULATION OR DO JUST SEE US AS FUCK OBJECTS? GOD IM SO SICK OF YOU ALWAYS MAKING US UNCOMFORTABLE EVER SINCE THE START OF THE YEAR YOUVE TRIED THE HARDEST TO TOUCH US OR SEE YS OR JUST UGH WE ARE ALL SCARED OF WHAT YOU MIGHT DO WE DONT LIKE YOU TOUCHING US INAPPROPRIATELY OR MAKING DISCUSTING REMARKS WE DONT APPRECIATE IT

Deku: Yn-

Me: LET ME SPEAK GOD DAM IT

silence

Me: DO YOU EXPECT TO PICK UP GIRLS LIKE THIS? DO YOU THINK ANYONE FROM OUR CLASS WILL DAYE YOU AFTER THIS? NO CAUSE WE ARE SCARED OF YOU

you could hear the cheers from the other side hyping you up

Me: RITTLE ME THIS MINETA HOWNON EARTH DOES BOOM BOOM BOY HAVE MORE GIRLS SIMPING OVER HIM THAN YOU? HOW DOES SOMEONE WHO YELLS AT PEOPLE IS TECHNICALLY A TICKING TIME BOMB CALLD PEOPLE EXTRAS IS BORDERLINE RUDE MANAGE TO OICK MORE GIRLS THAN YOU? CAUSE HE ACTUALLY RESPECTS US AND DOESNT TAKE EVERY FUCKING OPPORTUNITY TO OBJECTIFY US sure him being hot helps BUT THATS NOT THE POINT

you where crying cause it annoyed you it hurt you and you where sick of that pervert honestly how the fuck did he get in the hero course and that hot mind control guy didnt

Me: SO NO YOU DONT GET GIRLS BECAUSE YOURE UGLY YOU DONT GET GIRLS BECAUSE YOURE ANNOYING ITS NOT EVEN BECAUSE YOU'RE SHORT ITS BECAUSE YOU ARE A MOTHER FUCKING PERVERT

All you could hear in that room was your quite sobs. What was mr boom boom boy thinking about...how you used him as an example and how you called him hot. He was shocked really but you know what can you do...

Me: uh sorry if I made any of you guys uncomfortable I feel like the biggest hypocrite barging into the boys springs I'm just angry haha uh yeah I'm going to go

You rushed out of there and started crying

Today was just not a good day

Hey yall! 270 VIEWS -I YALL HAHA OMG. I've been putting off this book for the longest time I mean not updating in a week and stuff and writing a bunch of random fanfics because we are literally reaching the climax 🥺 anyways luvs have a great day byeee