bakugoxreader I'm worthless

Chapter 2: regretting ALL my decision

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️
I went to sleep at 4:36 am I roughly had 3 hours of sleep I was going to be late but I didnt care...why would I care...I hate it here I regret accepting the recommendations letter I should have just...just found a rich husband and became a house wife...I didnt want to be a fucking hero I wanted to meet myself off the roof I didn't find ANY motivation for anything...what's the point of trying we all leave the same way either you get killed  you kill yourself I would rather just kill myself but I mean when when would I have the chance to yeet myself of the roof I was getting fucking impatient like I hate it here I just want to sleep

Notification from bakuhoe

Bakuhoe: EXTRA IF YOU DONT GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE IM GOING TO KILL YOUZ

ME: then can you do it quickly I dont really....feel like waking up again lol

Bakuhoe: putting lol doesnt take the meaning of what you just said away now get your ass over here before I have to sit alone with kirishima sero and denki those dumbasses have been getting on my nerves lately

Me: ight Baku I'll be over there

For the past few weeks I've been in U.A he has been the ONLY person that didn't want to make me jump off a roof he was the only how do I put this the only person who...also...wanted to jump off a roof. Anyway in the past week hes just been impressing and impressing more people he had destroyed this building for a hero practice almost killing poor deku and when we got attacked by villains he was in the front lines protecting everyone I remember one day he had told me maybe he wasn't worthy of becoming a hero hes very insacure but he wont show it anyway I had to get there before bakugo would kill me...sooo anyways I got there pretty quickly

Eraser head: mrs yn do you have an excuse to why you're late

Me: IREALLYHADTGEURGETOJUMPOFFAROOFANDKILLMYSELF sir

Eraser head: What?

Me: I'm being honest sir

Eraser: I couldn't hear one word you said go sit down in your seat NOW

Me: ok

I sat next to baku he looked pissed

Me: he..hey baku

Bakugo: did you really just tell the whole class you wanted to kill yourself

Me: yep but only you heard my sweet baku those assholes are dealing with their own problems and dont really care about mine that's why you stupid bitch are my only friend

Bakugo: because I over heard you say you wanted to kill yourself that's fucking stupid dumb ass

Me: no you little stupid bitch...because you cared enough to listen you cared to enough to accidentally hear that I wanted to kill myself

I give him a kiss on the cheek

Bakugo: UM EXCUSE ME YOU ASSHOLE PEOPLE ARE GOING TO THINK WERE DATING

Me: arent we?

He turns tomato red

Me: I'm just messing with you baku it's a joke I would never go down that level

Bakugo: WHY YOU FUCKING EXTRA

Me: see my sweet darling baku 2 people with severe mental disorders like depression we share that lol anxiety anger issues daddy issues sexual assualt trauma abuse trauma see luv that's to much shit we have to deal with we both are fucked up you know it would just not work we wouldn't be ready

I didn't mention my ED he would freak the fuck out

Bakugo: so you're saying if you didnt want to yeet yourself off a roof you would date me