Chapter 10: lolsies

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It doesn't matter how hard I try

Doesn't matter how long I go without doing it

I always come back to the same spot

Lying on my bathroom floor head in the toilet 2 fingers down my throat hoping I can throw up my last meal, hoping to get those few seconds of satisfaction

2 weeks

For 2 weeks I was able to eat 3 meals a day without throwing up

But like with everything in my life I failed

Therapy has been helping me Baku has been helping me I told my parents about my pRoBlEmS and they got me help I guess I mean they where more concerned about me ruining their perfect little image and how I wasn't normal or whatever they got me another therapist or whatever but the important thing is that people are trying so hard to help me be better but in the end

I always fail

Anyways I feel sad now um and my therapist said that when you get in your sad boi hours you should keep busy and actually interact with people so I did the next best thing

X:
Yo bitch I'm bored wanna train?
Boom boom boy🥰:
Why the fuck would I do that

X:
Bro no reason just come please

Asshole 2.0:
No❤️

X:
I'll do anything you want for a week just please I'm in my
Sad boi hours and I don't really want to be alone so like you know haha

Asshole 2.o:
Fine meet me at the forest behind your house k

X:
Thanks Baku

That was easier than I thought lol

Time skip

Me: Yo okay so no quirks k just.... hand to hand combat ya know

Bakugo: k what ever

Another time skip

Me: SHIT

Again....I was shoved into a tree....again he won...again I was low key getting annoyed we had sparred for hours and I've only won like 5 times

Me: You know Baku I admire you

I said as I swung a punch to his head which HAH he didn't doge

Bakugo: and why's that

He said while flipping me over as I was laying on the dirt I spoke again

Me: you never hold back

I started to get up and brush the dirt off me I then lunge kicked him in the stomach and he fell to the ground

Me: no matter who you are fighting

I then pinned him down with me foot

Me: even if it's a girl or whatever Or if it's just for practice you put 100% in every fight I could never

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