Trigger warning
It doesn't matter how hard I try
Doesn't matter how long I go without doing it
I always come back to the same spot
Lying on my bathroom floor head in the toilet 2 fingers down my throat hoping I can throw up my last meal, hoping to get those few seconds of satisfaction
2 weeks
For 2 weeks I was able to eat 3 meals a day without throwing up
But like with everything in my life I failed
Therapy has been helping me Baku has been helping me I told my parents about my pRoBlEmS and they got me help I guess I mean they where more concerned about me ruining their perfect little image and how I wasn't normal or whatever they got me another therapist or whatever but the important thing is that people are trying so hard to help me be better but in the end
I always fail
Anyways I feel sad now um and my therapist said that when you get in your sad boi hours you should keep busy and actually interact with people so I did the next best thing
X:
Yo bitch I'm bored wanna train?
Boom boom boy🥰:
Why the fuck would I do thatX:
Bro no reason just come pleaseAsshole 2.0:
No❤️X:
I'll do anything you want for a week just please I'm in my
Sad boi hours and I don't really want to be alone so like you know hahaAsshole 2.o:
Fine meet me at the forest behind your house kX:
Thanks BakuThat was easier than I thought lol
Time skip
Me: Yo okay so no quirks k just.... hand to hand combat ya know
Bakugo: k what ever
Another time skip
Me: SHIT
Again....I was shoved into a tree....again he won...again I was low key getting annoyed we had sparred for hours and I've only won like 5 times
Me: You know Baku I admire you
I said as I swung a punch to his head which HAH he didn't doge
Bakugo: and why's that
He said while flipping me over as I was laying on the dirt I spoke again
Me: you never hold back
I started to get up and brush the dirt off me I then lunge kicked him in the stomach and he fell to the ground
Me: no matter who you are fighting
I then pinned him down with me foot
Me: even if it's a girl or whatever Or if it's just for practice you put 100% in every fight I could never
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Fanfiction⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ Talks about eating disorders anxiety depression craving male validation sexualizing yourself etc if you think this might trigger you please for the love of god dont read this fanfic I dont care how much you love baku. I'm not try...