The Seven Deadly Sins: Faded Stars (girlxgirl)

Ill

Alex Pov:

It had been at least 3 month and a half give or take since I told Skylar who I actually was to her. I longed to see her and touch her yet, she wish nothing to do with me. Everyday my heart breaks a little more and I was slowly losing everything I tried so hard to keep together.

I knew of the pain of not having a mate or even worse a mate rejecting you but this... this was different and just like everyone else I started to feel depress. I no longer cares to keep my body in shape or even eat.

I no longer bother with all the stuff I didn't have to do to keep on living.

I no longer wish to see the sun from the heaven skies so I simply stayed in my royal room which the curtain were pitch black instead of their normal brown or white color. Instead my body was draining the power and life of everything in my room.

I care no longer to eat and I could feel my ribs whenever I turned to lay on my side.

Lucas tried his hardest to make sure I didn't fall into the a slop but to no avail.

My body used to live on the hope that one day Skylar and I would be reunited yet.... that hope was soon broken when Skylar told me to leave her alone.

At first I didn't. I tried my best to plead with her to understand yet.... she didn't wish to. She would say that she wasn't going to be a clone of someone I missed.

She said she didn't want my love when it belonged to who she used to be.

How she isn't the same person and she doesn't wish to be.

She died as Skylar Charms 18 years ago and she wasn't about to try to live up to how she was.

The words she said to me broke me, hurt me, and ruined me.

I wish not to be apart of a world where I should have died.

I'm sorry Skylar.

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Skylar's Pov:

I was never good at keep timing and didn't wish too either. I wasn't about to document how long I have lived according to a clock. Heaven knows everybody else did when it came to me.

The heaven skies were my real home yet, there were times when I went go down to Earth to see Devon and spent time with his family.

Devon is a wonderful person.

I thought I was inlove with him and we even tried to go out yet.... it didn't feel right.

The kisses, the hugs, nothing felt right and one day I broke down in tears in front of him and his mother.

Leo simply looked at me and started to cry with me since he was rather sensitive.

For the first time in my life, nothing seemed right.

Natalie held me and Devon stood there and watched with sad eyes as if he knew what was wrong.

I still remember the words Natalie said to me.

"Hon there's nothing wrong with you but somethings are out of your control. Fight it if you want but denying how you feel never works."

Everyday I was spent with Devon was a wonderful day however... when it came to acting like a couple I was in physical pain. I would try to fight it but sometimes it was overwhelming.

I always thought I had the chance to chose who I got to love but Natalie told me it wasn't like that at all.

I soon realized that angels were made to be perfect and that meant loving the perfect person for them. Unlike humans who have to try and find the right person, angels knew when they found them. There were no mistake when it came to heaven and try as I might I couldn't fight what was written in stone.

I cried and said it wasn't fair and Natalie simply told me I had it easy.

She told me how much Alex loves me and even though Devon loves me as well he can never love me as much as Alex did. She also said that I could love Devon but my love for Alex was stronger and when given the chance my body would always choose Alex.

I never want to hear such words and I told Devon we could make it work that I could try harder but he simply said I wasn't made for him and he wasn't made for me.

I cried for so long that my tears no longer came and even though I still talk to them I knew deep down I couldn't be one of them.

I understood that and when I finally came around to the idea, I ended up reliving the memories that was implanted in my mind many years ago.

I saw it all.

I felt it all.

I tried my best to stay health and in shape because it was my turn to be strong.

I ended up talking to my parents and they told me they loved me and that I was the same person as before, that if I wasn't to have died I was have been the way I as now.

Whether it was a lie or not, I believe it.

However... I took my time when it came to finally understand this.

I spent so much time denying something that at the end I knew I couldn't and at the end Alex ended up paying for it.

Everytime I would pass her door, the colors on the wall fade darker and darker. I knew her body was draining the energy of the place trying to stay alive.

No one has seen Alex for weeks not even Lucas since Alex told her guard not to let anyone in.

She was falling ill along with the kingdom and it was all my doing.

I never knew how much she actually loved me and when I finally realized it, Alex stopped trying.

She lost the last bit of hope she had all because of me.

I'm the one killing the queen and the kingdom yet, I promised that I would make it right.

And that was exactly what I was going to do.

I'm sorry Alex for not seeing it before, I truly am.