Chapter 51 - Elias

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*WARNING: [explicit] SEXUAL CONTENT!*

I looked at Xander after he posed his question and nodded my head in agreement. As we walked side by side to the Shadowclaw headquarters building, I gasped after a moment in realization of what was happening. Xander's expression was nothing short of bedroom eyes, and my heart pounded in response, knowing what was to come. Xander was taking me to his room to...

"What is it?"

I turned my gaze up to look at him, embarrassed by my current thoughts. "I-It's nothing!"

He raised a brow. "Your cheeks are pink."

I placed my hands on my face in a futile attempt to hide my growing blush, much to Xander's amusement. More embarrassed than I initially was, I averted my gaze as we continued walking to the pack headquarters. Once we'd made it there, Xander led us through the building and up the elevator until we got to his room. He opened the door and then stood back.

"After you," he said, a cordial smile on his face.

"T-Thank you."

I sat on the end of his bed and looked down at my lap, still flustered at the thought of what could happen tonight. I was in Xander's room. I was alone, with Xander, my mate. As I ran through various scenarios, Xander placed a hand on one of mine, my tightly curled fists slowly relaxing as I exited my thoughts and reentered reality.

"Relax, you're super tense," Xander said, sitting down next to me after closing his door.

"Oh, am I?"

I knew I was. I couldn't help it, but I hoped it didn't come across wrong. I was excited to spend more time with him, but I couldn't help but feel embarrassed at the dirty thoughts that were running rampant through my head.

"What are you thinking about?" Xander asked, smirking slightly as if he had read my mind.

Before I could answer, he placed a gentle kiss on my cheek. In response, I held my face in my hands, making him chuckle.

"Fuck, you're so cute." He paused then, his voice taking a more serious tone. "I'm sure you know why I brought you here. But, we don't have to do anything if you're uncomfortable."

I removed my hands from my face and looked at him. "No, that's not it at all! I just, um... I don't know... I've, I've never done this before."

As my whole face heated, Xander's eyes only became darker with passion. "So, I would be your first?" He whispered, his voice beginning to take on a sultry raspiness that made me internally shiver.

"Y-Yes, you would."

We looked into each other's eyes for a moment. Xander's bedroom eyes were still evident, but there was no sign of lust within them. No, he looked completely enamored, and I, despite my flustered appearance, felt the same. My desire for him only grew stronger as the seconds passed, and I bit my bottom lip in anticipation for the night ahead of us.

The gesture sent Xander over the edge and he growled lowly as he leaned in to kiss me. I closed my eyes but before he reached my lips, he stopped.

"Can I kiss you?" He whispered, his words brushing softly against my lips as I waited for him to close the distance.

"Yes," I answered almost inaudibly.

In a bold move, I hesitantly placed my hand along Xander's jawline, my thumb stroking his cheek as I sealed the kiss. He hummed lowly in response and placed his hand in between my shoulder blades, his mouth quickly dominating mine as we liplocked.

After a moment we broke apart, our faces still close together as we panted lightly. It didn't take long for Xander to bring us back together. His tongue quickly swiped my bottom lip before entering my mouth, my tongue entering his in return. I moaned at the sensations of the kiss and Xander's hand running up and down my back.

The passion only seemed to escalate, and before I knew it we were both removing our clothes. Xander took off his shirt hastily and threw it on the floor, his pants following soon after. I couldn't help but admire his muscular body in all of its glory as I removed my own clothes.

We were both only left in our underwear as we moved further up on the bed. I layed down on Xander's pillow, rubbing the back of his head as he kissed me deeply. His body was completely on top of mine and, with no clothes to restrain us any longer, I began to move my hands up and down his torso. He moaned as I explored every inch of his abs and sides, thrusting softly against me.

As if to return the pleasure I was giving him, Xander removed his lips from mine and began to go lower. I whimpered at his touch, his warm, calloused hands exploring my body in gentle grazes as his lips followed in a trail of light kisses. He started at my neck but wasted no time getting to my navel and below. Once he'd reached a certain point, Xander looked up at me, his fingers a movement away from removing my underwear. I nodded, giving him permission to remove the only garment I had left.

He removed my underwear and then kissed in between my thighs, occasionally biting as if he was staking his claim. I was a gasping mess and all I could do was watch as he unravelled me to my very core. Once he finished caressing my body, Xander stopped for a moment before reaching up beside my head. He grabbed one of his pillows and lifted up my hips, making me gasp as he placed the pillow beneath my lower back.

"It'll hurt a bit less this way," he said.

As he was about to stick a finger inside of me, I squirmed a bit, grabbing his attention.

"U-Um, do you have any lube?"

"Fuck," he said, adjusting himself so that he could reach the drawer to his nightstand. "Sorry, I forgot about that."

Xander took one of the lube packets and ripped it open with his teeth, letting it flow onto his hand. He rubbed it in between his fingers to warm the substance before he pushed inside of me. I gasped and arched my back slightly in response.

"Tell me if it hurts," he said, slowly thrusting his middle finger inside of me.

I nodded, moaning as he added another finger, pushing them in together and then spreading them apart inside. After a moment, he removed his fingers and then took off his underwear, opening another packet of lube to use on his length. He coated it with the gel and then positioned it against my hole, pushing in slowly until I bottomed out.

"Fuck, you're so tight," he moaned.

He moved back and forth, his pace getting faster and faster until I was a moaning mess. My back was completely arched as Xander thrusted inside of me, filling me with pleasure. He held both of my wrists above my head with one hand and pumped the base of my length with his other.

As soon as Xander flicked his thumb over my tip, I came. I threw my head back in pleasure as Xander kept moving inside of me, making me all the more sensitive as I rode out my orgasm. With one deep thrust, Xander came inside of me soon enough, leaving both of us in panting messes. After a moment, he pulled out and then moved to lay his head on my chest. I rubbed Xander's head and giggled quietly as he moaned against me.

"I love you," he said softly, surprising me. "I... know it's still kind of soon, so you don't ha—"

I smiled, tears pricking my eyes. "I love you too."

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Xander may sometimes be an asshole, but he'll always ask for consent before plowing yours ♡

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