22 November, 2018
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verything got scattered today strawberry everything... I realised the one I love I can never keep her happy. Yes! I can't keep Mina unnie happy. I realised it today when she was talking with Jimin. I don't want to eavesdrop but I can't help. I was there with all my courage to court her but when I heard what she wanted my world scattered. How strange is that my first page of this diary started with Mina unnie's name and it's last page it's going to end with Mina unnie's name. The thing is...
She wants to marry the person she loves...
I can't. I can't marry her. I have listen what people says about it... It's a trap... Love is love until we got Married it becomes a responsiblity after getting married... I am not ready to take responsiblity...not at all. And it's the only thing she wants to get marry and have 2 kids. I can give her biological kids but marrying I don't want to fall in trap like that. If I continue leaving here I might fall for unnie more and more and may be we can be in relationship but one day we have to name that relationship as wifes. I can't I love her that's why I can't hurt her. I decided to run away. Before leaving this area forever I want to kiss her one last time but I know. I am 100% sure that she'll let her feeling out. And I don't want that. Hurting her is a sin for me... That's why I'll leave forever....
thanks for listing to all Mina unnie stuffs... Strawberry. But this strawberry is filled with just sweet taste except the last bite. It wasn't sour it was bitter.
Goodbye and good night forever
~Strawberry and Mina unnie ♡
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Flashback in next chapter... BTW thanks for reading...
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