Chapter 12. When I Needed It

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I felt myself leave my body, but coming back several times to open my eyes watching Soda cry. I look over at Steve and begin to cry too, all i could think of is that i want one last hug from Steve. just one... I reach my hand out to Steve but couldn't feel him near me. But Soda was there.  I put my hand on Soda's cheek and said " Everything will be okay" i then smiled then closed my eyes. Only seeing complete blackness. I felt myself leave my body.

All of a sudden i feel myself back in my body. I gasped for air, but when i did it hurt like a million needles. I saw Soda crying over me, I was in my own house on my couch. I began to cry because of all the pain and because of Steve. I tried talking, but it hurt when i did, but i spoke anyways still crying.  " Where's Steve?! Is he okay?" I close my eyes from the pain.  But then i sit up.

As i did i felt a sharp pain from my stomach. I began to cry even more. Soda tried to lay me back down, but i wouldn't let him. I then say " Where's Steve?" Before Soda could answer i started coughing again. I could feel the bruising, stinging, pounding pain from my cough. I covered my mouth and saw blood on my hand. 

I look over at Soda while crying. But then I heard Someone from the other room. Dally comes out from the room looking sad and nervous. He then see's the blood on my hands then looks over at Soda. My hands are shaking from weakness and pain. I started having a panic attack i started crying even more, while pain went through my body, i just felt like i wanted to die. I now Know how Steve feels.

I then see Pony in the corner trying not to cry watching me. I try to get off of the couch but Dally an Soda push me down. Soda then says, " you need your rest Brodi" I stare at Soda but then nod my head. The thing is that i couldn't rest. Only because of all my pain, and Steve. After a while i hear Steve from the other room. Even though i was still in pain, i tried to rest. hearing Steve...is all i really wanted...


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