17. I can feel it..

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"Sharing music is a huge love language for me

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"Sharing music is a huge love language for me."
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Stiles spoke up.
"Are you gonna Continue looking at the door or what?" He looked at me.
"Sorry" I said I let myself fall on his bed.

"I hoped you where the only one who was staying" he smiled I couldn't help but smile too.
"Why me" I asked closing my eyes.
"I- I- Ma-maybe be-" then he stopped I opened my eyes to see him nervously playing with his shirt.
"Hey is everything ok?" I asked sitting up and crossing my legs.

"Yeah" he quickly answered.
I closed my eyes again to figure out what he's feeling and-
He's

Se-sexual attracted ?

I stopped breathing for a second I need to relax I need to freaking relax.
Wait is it because of me? Or is he thinking about someone else?
I never had a situation like this.
I actually wanted to laugh out loud but I decided to be nice.
That's weird and, why now?

"S-stiles please I can feel it- it just say it" I nervously said.
What was I supposed to do?!
"You can feel what" he asked scared.
"Stiles"
"Im not feeling anything" he said not making any eye contact.
"Just tell me"
"It's it's it's because you know you're laying there and breathing slowly and... a- I- you-" he paused thinking about an answer.

"I like y-" he was stopped by his father entering the room.
"Oh Great y/n You're already here"
"Hiii sheriff stilinski" I nervously smiled.
"Come downstairs when you're ready." He closed the door.
"So continue" I looked back at stiles.
"Oh I forgot what I was gonna say sorry haha let's go downstairs." He jumped up and went downstairs.
I let out a deep breath.
He's gonna be the death of me.

Let's just forget that ever happened,
To be honest I still don't know what to think about That, if only I've never knew how he felt in that moment, but I am a werewolf,  and I can't ignore it.
I still need to figure out what exactly it was.
I've never felt something like that before, and I don't think I want to feel something like that.

I was confused, about everything, about Derek, about stiles, about Scott.
It's just too much, too much for my mind.
I needed to relax, to forget about it, but I just couldn't.

𝕀 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕕𝕚𝕖 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕪𝕠𝕦 / Stiles x ReaderWhere stories live. Discover now