Rosa ☯
I woke up at about 9 a.m and made myself some breakfast.
I'm going to go through with that day alone plan. I'm like a lone wolf, but a girl. Except, if I howl I sound like a dying wolf.
I heard my phone text tone like a million times, but didn't bother to pick it up.
After I finished eating, I decided to play Call of Duty Black Ops II online.
What other way to kill time?
I played team death match trying my hardest not to throw my control at the tv because on one map my team sucked ass. They kept dying and we lost.
Also, I tried my hardest not to think of the nightmare and pretend each enemy wasn't Sam.
He wouldn't do something like that. I know it. Maybe. I don't know, maybe I do. I'm so confused.
I actually don't know anymore. See what one night can do to you.
I quit the game and turned off the PS3 system. This obviously isn't going well.
I think I should take a jog. It's been a while.
I didn't need to change I slept in my Nike pros last night. I just needed a sweater. I threw on my grey Nike sweater and black free runs.
I think I'll run double what I usually do. Just as luck, in hope to get my mind off things.
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I was running and just sprinted past Sam's house in hopes he wasn't by a window.
Why is this dream just making me think of him? He didn't actually do that! I'm going crazy.
I need a doctor. No, a therapist. A real one. Sorry Alex you're gonna be replaced.
Alex.
That's it maybe I should call him. He can try to get my mind off things.
I kept running at a fast pace. Alex was pretty nice in listening to me. I did wake up the guy at 2 a.m.
I think I'm going to ask him what he meant when he called the other day and said he missed me.
When I reached my driveway I slowed down and went inside.
As if on Que. when I walked inside, my phone was on the coffee table ringing. I picked it up and it was Sam.
He didn't actually cheat on me maybe I should answer. Being curious to see what he had to say;I clicked answer.
"Hello." I spoke.
"Rosa!" He said sounding surprised. "I texted you this morning like a million times. Why didn't you answer? I was gonna file a missing girlfriend report!"
"Um, I don't know. Maybe I didn't get them." I lied. I remember hearing it ring.
"It says delivered. I got worried you were kidnapped or something." Sam said sounding worried.
"Well I wasn't. Obviously." I answered rudely.
"Are you okay? You sound mad at me."
"Yeah, I'm fine." I rolled my eyes.
"No you're not." He countered.
"Sam just drop it, please." I sighed.
"Oops. Sorry can't. I'm coming over with food and movies to make you happy and change your attitude." He spoke happily.
"Sam I'm mad not on my period." I told him.
"Whatever I'm still coming. You sound like you need it and we haven't had a movie marathon in a long time."
