I lived a dream [h.s]

17.

In the hotel, that same day

We had a reunion with the crew. It was about our new project.
I couldn't concentrate well because of what happened at Harry's.
They're talking about our work and the new project. I wasn't listening, I only could think about Harry and how weird he was acting.

"Soo Amber, are you good with this?" - Philip

"Um.. I'm sorry.. what did you say? - me

"God damn it Amber. Pay attention, this is important! - Philip

While I was listening to Philip, Harry kept calling me. I was a little bit mad at him about what he did, so I didn't wanted to pick up the phone.
When we're done with the conversation about our new project I went to my room.
There was someone sitting on the ground. I walked to my room to go in it and seeing who it was.
It was Harry, sitting on the ground in front of my room.

"Hi." - me
I didn't even looked at him, opened the door and walked inside the room. He followed me.

"I called you 10 times. Why didn't you pick up the phone?" - Harry

"I'm sorry. I-I didn't saw it!" - me

"Amber, you're holding your phone! What's going on with you?" - Harry
He sat on my bad and asked me to sit down next to him, so I did that.

"I can better ask you. What's going on with you? You're acting weird!" - me

"Amber, it was just because my friends were there!" - Harry

"So you don't want your to know about us!" - me

"O my god. No Amber that's not what I meant!" - Harry

"Oh no 'that's not what you meant', of course!" - me
I stand up and walked to the bathroom. I was feeling bad and really had to vomit. I wanted to close the door so Harry couldn't see it, but he followed me.
I was vomiting and he held my hair.

"O... god... Amber. You're pregnant, aren't you?" - Harry
He knew it. I couldn't lie about it. It was clear that I was pregnant.

"No... it's just.."
He interrupted me
"You're pregnant, right?" - Harry

"Harry.. can you please go? I want to be alone!" - me

"Amber, I really want to help you, so let me?" - Harry
He brought me to my bed.
"Can you please tell me what's going on? I really like you and I really want to help you!" - Harry

He really likes me??? Omg Harry what do you mean with that? I want to scream.

"That is so nice of you! But I'm okay.." - me

"Is that boy from yesterday the father? Are you guys dating?" - Harry

"What? No! We work together, Harry!" - me

"So who is the father?" - Harry

"Um... I don't know. Probably my ex, from the Netherlands." - me

That's such a bullshit. I don't even have an ex!
Dylan or Harry is the father.

"O yeah right. I really want to help you!" - Harry

"That is so sweet of you, but I can do it on my own!" - me

"I have an good idea! Do you want to come over tonight? We can cook together!" - Harry

"Sounds good!" - me
We kept talking and then he went away.
I was feeling so bad. My back was hurting, I had headache and I wanted to vomit again!
I was very bored, so I called Sara. We're talking about my pregnancy and Sara said that I had to tell Harry he's the father of my baby. I didn't know of that's a good idea to do, because I don't even know of it is Harry's or Dylan's child.

A few hours later, I arrived at Harry's house. He did the front door open and I followed him to the kitchen. He gave me a kiss on my cheek.

"I hope you like vegetarian lasagna, because it is my favorite and I'm very good at it!" - he said and smiled at me

"Yes, I love it!" - me

He was making it and I was putting everything on the table. I lighted up some candles and put some music on.

I was taking something to drink for us and then he hugged me from behind.
"I need to tell you something" - he said in my ear very softly

I turned around and looked him in his eyes
"Tell me!" - me

"I don't know you that well yet, but you're already very special to me!" - Harry

"Awe... you're very special to me too, but stop I'm getting emotional" I said as a joke and walked to the table with the drinks.

"I'm done! We can eat now." - Harry
He brought the lasagna to the table and sat in front of me.
"So.. when are you leaving?" - Harry

"I don't know. I think about one week" - me

"I really don't want you to leave me. It's very boring to eat a vegetarian lasagne alone! He joked

"I think I'm gonna live here. LA is amazing!" - me

"If you really want to live here, I can help you with that. With a apartment or a house!" - Harry

"I'm gonna think about it!" - me
I really wanted to ask about the boys. So I did that.
"Are the boys already done with the tour?" I said very curious

"What do you mean?" - Harry

"I thought the boys were on tour!" - me

"Oh.. um... yeah.. they're - yeah they're done!" - Harry
That was a very weird answer that he gave me. It seemed like he was lying to me!

"O okay!!" I pretended I believed him

We're sitting there talking for hours. About everything. About his life, my life, about his career and more!
He asked me to stay and to sleep with him.