I was having a bad week.In a single day I managed to disappoint my parents, my family, my brother, my teacher, I was backstabber by my friends, fought with my bully, ended up getting hurt and I probably disappointed the whole world too. Why does someone care if I get a C in math?
I'm done with this, I need a refreshment or else I won't be able to survive.
I was thinking of an idea and what is better than a nice walk in the park to have a clear mind? I wore a T-shirt with some jean shorts, took my iPod with earphones and some cash for Starbucks.
I went into the coffee shop and ordered myself some iced dragon fruit refresher and went to the nearest park to my home. I was slowly walking to see the cherry blossoms in full bloom, kids waddling around happily, girls blowing bubbles, families enjoying their time. The trees were so enchanting that it felt like I was in an ancient Chinese drama like a princess.
Drinking the refresher with earphones on listening to music by Selena. It was perfect, I hope that the world just stops like this peacefully.
I saw butterflies flying towards the flowers. Dragonflies that are so adorable that I almost want to touch them. But I'm afraid of breaking their wings. I saw a bunch of people sitting down and laughing. A cute couple kissing each other while sitting on a bench
Me and jin used to be like that. Supportive, caring, sweet and happy with each other, until it changed when he became a trainee. He changed. He had no time for me, always practicing his dances, always trying to hit the right note. Trying to lose weight skipping meals. He had no time for me. I knew I should've been a better girlfriend but I just couldn't bear the silent treatment. He is home by 8am while I leave for work at 9. We had no proper time to greet each other. When he comes back he goes straight to bed cause he is too tired.
I did love him a lot but it is too much to not see each other. In the evening, he again leaves for practice. I know he is a trainee and needs to work hard but not that hard. So we are on a break. For about two months. The break didn't consist of any calls or texts.
I was broken without him. Even if we didn't talk that much, even if we didn't spend that much time with each other we loved each other deeply. So deeply that I keep crying without him every night.
I sat down on a bench and saw that the couple were now playing on the swing. Me and jin used to be like that, happy.
I now felt so overwhelmed. Tears started streaming down. I don't even wipe them and they keep flowing down like a waterfall.
I then saw a person walking towards me. He was tall with beautiful black hair, luscious lips, fair skin wearing a black hoodie and tracks. He now kneeled down so his face was in my level.
"Miss, are you okay?" He asked with his voice breaking.
I chuckled at seeing his face still crying. His tears came even harder.
"Miss would you like to go on a date with me?" He asked again.
"Yes, I would love to." I said trying to control my waterfall stream.
"Mickey,please be my girlfriend.. I missed you, I can't live without having you, and I promise I'll spend more time with you." He said.
I didn't give a reply, I just kissed him which he took it as a yes.
Our feelings mixed together. I finally felt happy for the first time in this month. He completed me. I felt him holding onto me as if I was his life.
"I promise I'll never leave. Jin, I'll never leave." I said.
Author: this is dedicated to @mz29_
