You know, it was really fun to write this. I have to thank you, the reader, for, well, reading this. I hope you liked it.
I just come up with things all of the sudden sometimes. But there are also the times that it takes me forever to just come up with a story.
Also, there is a next book.
Okay, so ideas can be hard to come up with for about a thousand reasons. But I will only mention one:
Because when you think of things, in your brain, your borrowing from other authors. It's just how it feels, even when it's not true.
As I write, I wonder if it's really my idea. Like "what if I read something like this once?" It is a struggle, even when I know it hasn't already been written. I mean, a lot of my stories that I used to write were about books I had already read. Fan-fiction. But sometimes, it was the same story but written with different words.
I sometimes find it difficult to keep the story interesting so I just add things that I don't even want to add or read about.
Whenever I write something, I feel that I almost always lose interest in my own stories. And so I give up on stories. I give up on them so quickly that I have just random stories or story lines or story beginnings in so many areas, it is impossible to tell.
And I feel very proud I finished this. Finished a real story. Something I wanted to write. I feel like when you start some story, you try to push yourself into writing it, instead of actually wanting to write it.
But I feel like this is an exception. I love to write this. People say I should plan my stories, but if I'm being honest, I try not to do that. I know it is strange. My head just comes up with a beginning before and sometimes an end and I just have to figure out how I got to that point.
I wonder what it would like to write a story where one character that is a few minutes after, then go back and write what happened just before from the perspective of a different character. A character in a different moment.
Would you want me to write something like that? I am curious. I feel like it would be a fun little challenge, but I feel like I could do it. Do you think I could?
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In the Depths of Porcelain (A Depths book) (book 1)
FantasyIn this era, there are people with all sorts of powers. Humans have evolved. In this world is a girl named Luna. She is completely made of porcelain. In this world, it is dangerous to be so fragile, and when her guardian, Mark, goes missing, she...