Who you love

14. Never

I woke up in the middle of the afternoon, naked and hot under the blanket. I bit my lower lip when I felt something lashing back and forth in the middle of my thighs. I looked under the blanket and I saw Hermes licking my womanhood. His eyes were closed and he is just the sexiest thing I had ever seen in my life. I wondered what pushed him to do this? Hindi naman maaring idahilan niya sa akin na gusto niya ako - as I've said before - ordinaryong babae lang ako. Walang edge and yet he's here in the middle of my thighs pleasuring me like there is no tomorrow.

I moaned when I felt his tongue inside my core. Noon ko lang na-realize na nakatali pa rin ang mga kamay ko.

"Ugh, Hermes!" I muttered his name again. Pumantay siya sa akin. My eyes widened when the eagle entered me again. May hapdi pa rin akong nararamdaman but as he grinds his waist - I could feel the pleasure.

"You were saying?" He asked me. Ano nga bang sasabihin ko? May sasabihin nga ba ako? I don't know. I just sighed and let myself feel him again. I didn't know what time is it or where Artie and the others were. Gusto kong tanungin kung nasaan na nga ba ang anak ko at ang mga kapatid niya but his lips were against mine and he was kissing me in a very fiery way. His free hand was playing with my mounds. Napapaungol ako at sa tuwing maririnig niya iyon ay bumibilis naman ang galaw niya. Then, suddenly, he stopped. We exchanged positions. His back was against the bed and I was on top of him.

"My girl, move." He commanded. Napailing ako. He was still inside me. Damang-dama ko siya. He was pulsating between my walls. "Move, Nina..." Utos niya pa. Pero paano ako gagalaw? Hindi ko alam.

"I-i d-don't k-now how to." Nahihiyang sabi ko. He grinned. Hinawakan niya ang baywang ko tapos ay siya na ang naggalaw sa katawan ko. He was moving my body in an up and down rythm. I was biting my lip because of his feel inside of me. Hindi naman nagtagal ay ako na mismo ang gumagalaw. This is easy and very delicious. Nasabayan ko na ang ritmo ng pagsalubong niya sa katawan ko. Napapakagat labi ako.

"Ahhh!" Napatingala ako. It's really good. So good that I could almost taste heaven on earth.

"Fuck, Nina!" He exhaled my name. Not a moment later we were both gasping for air as I lie on his chest. Hinahaplos-haplos niyaang buhok ko. Ako naman ay pumwesto sa kabilang side ng kama at saka tumitig sa kisame.

That was the moment when realization hit me hard on the face --- hindi na ako makakatakas kay Hermes Consunji. He will be a big part of my life. Hindi ko mabubura ang katauhan ni Hermes sa buhay naming mag-ina hindi dahil sa ama siya ni Artie ngunit dahil na rin sa nangyayari sa amin ngayon.

I felt his arm snake around my wais. He planted a kiss on my neck. "Tired baby?" He asked me. I am tired but if he will ask me for another round again - I'll gladly give it to him because I love the feel of him inside my being. It was as if he is the completion that something missing inside of me. I just sighed. I smiled at him.

"Baka dumating na sila. Kailangan kong asikasuhin si Artie." Mahinang wika ko.

"Let me take care of you, Nina." He said to me while caressing my face. Napatitig ako sa kanya. They say that the eyes are the window of the soul and maybe those people who said that were right because I think I am seeing the real him as he looks at me like that. Hermes maybe cruel but he is a good man. He had this good man aura painted all over his soul. Napangiti ako dahil doon.

I like Hermes. I may hate him the first time but I am liking all of him now. And as I look at him realization hit me hard on the face. I have realized that because of what happened to us today hindi ko na mabubura ang pangalan niya sa buong pagkatap ko - hindi dahil sa siya ang ama ni Artie kundi dahil sa nangyari sa amin. Whatever happens after this, I will never regret this day - at least I became happy - really happy - heartly happy because I have given to this thing in front of me.