i know when.. if jo finds out, she's going to go mental. i'm sorry jo. i love you, i really do. i needed a way to let the pain out, just how you needed to.. cut yourself. i know it's nothing alike but i just wanted a way to relieve my stress, my pain. that was the only way, i was getting sick. so i stopped, for you and for the baby. i am sorry josephine. i am a fuck up, a mess. i am ruined, i am broken. thank you for trying to fix me, you just can't. me and her.. we're temporary. i will fuck up again and josephine will not forgive me again. she can't. she won't.
