yes, i used to hurt myself. not in the way jo used to, i smoked my lungs black when jo left me. that was the only option i had left, to smoke. jo never found out, i don't want her to know. she doesn't need to know, she's just recovered from hurting herself and she's just beginning to live her life the way she should - after the baby, she was torn - i don't want this to affect her recovery.
