dear love of my life,
i cant do this.
i cannot be separated from you.
i saw you today, you looked upset.
why? what's wrong?
you were the only source of happiness in my life.
you made me feel happy.
do you miss me?
stupid question, i already know the answer.
i cant get you off of my mind.
your voice.
in my head, i replay all the beautiful things you have said to me.
i guess you didn't mean any of them.
you know, i thought you loved me.
how was football practice?
yes, i still remember.
you have practice on a wednesday.
i saw you leaving the house just after i got home.
you looked so lost.
on a wednesday, i'd come home early from work;
come to practice with you, since you loved me watching.
then we'd go to the lake, with ice cream.
it was hard getting out of that routine.
everyone at work said i looked.. happier today.
maybe because as i was working,
i was reliving the memories we have together.
i thought we would be forever.
i miss your smile baby.
- josephine
bye this is so trash
- love from t x
