my endless love

he really is psycho

Amal's pov

He dropped me at my  home and told me he will come with his parents tommorow i walked towards home.
As soon as i entered mum started yelling "where were you? ...your college ends at 5 its 7 o clock now!! then she noticed all the bruises she gasped.
abbu made me sit on the sofa and hugged me mum ran to bring water and abbu started asking what happened when mum came i drank water and told them a car suddey halted while driving i had to put the brakes harshly so i fell from the scooty and my phone broke while i fell and i was unconcious the whole day mum started panicking and crying i told her i am okay and that i have minor bruises they told me to rest i went and laid down they were checking on me every 15 mins i couldnt hold my tears so i pretended i am sleeping they
finally stopped coming thinkung i slept
i cried and cried silently till i fell asleep
i woke up at the sound of laughter in the house i looked at time it was 2:30 in the afternoon i gasped at how much i slept i ran downstairs and asked mum why didnt she wake me up realizing we had company arham bhai and his family were there and seeing him ...what happened yesterday flashed in my head i ran to my room closed the door i cried keeping my hand on my mouth so that no one can hear my sobs then i heard a knock it was badi ammi i quickly got up wiped my tears checked in mirror if i was looking like i cried then i opened the door
badi ammi came and hugged me and asked if i am okay looked at my bruises talked and left after everyone left mum brought my food in my room when i said her i am not hungry she got shocked "how could you not be hungry you eat anythind and everything" she said "mummmmm" i whined like a child she laughed and said okay eat after 10 to 15 mins then abbu came and fed me with his own hands, massaged my head while i kept my head on his lap and cried silently thinking that i fell asleep he left after anothet long round of crying i fell asleep when i woke up it was night but this time i was not crying i was numb like dead and emotion less i was staring at the ceiling when abbu came in i closed my eyes when he switched on light i acted as if i woke up right now then
he said "are you okay?"

i nodded

"i wanted to talk to you beta"

i knew what this was i was trying to control my tears

"yes abbu i am listening" i said

"beta arham is a guy i know since he was born i am scared to give your hand to a stranger i will be at peace if is with arham he came today with his parents he says he likes and want to marry you"
i looked at him panicked

"abbu my studies..."

"of course beta we are just going to engage you then after your studies you will get married"

i sighed in relieve i have two years left i can figure out somethibg till then

he asked me if i say yes or no
i said yes but sensing my sadness he said theres no pressure you can reject too
hearing this i couldnt control it i started sobbing and i hugged him he said
"we will say no okay dont worry i am not pressuring you hearing this i panicked no abbu i am not saying no i am saying yes its just i thought of leaving you so i cried he laughed and kissed my forehead arham is a great guy he will keep you happy always"

he is not a good guy abbu he is not i thought

" come on lets have dinner freshen up and come downstairs you been in this room for two days"
nodding i went in the bathroom and i cried till there were no more tears left.
i went downstairs pretended i am happy and i felt myself dying from within

after dinner ava called and asked about me on mummas phone mumma told her whole story she said she will visit me tommorow i called samad and informed him he came running the moment he heard about this.... so called accident

i thought of telling him he can help me but not at home I'll meet him outside and tell him everything i am sure he can help me

next morning i went to college i decided to call samad but i realised i didnt have phone and ava and vibhu left as i was about to go towards my scooty arham bhai came in his car in full speed and stopped near me

"hop in" he said cheerfully
your mum said to pick you up and bring you to the mall we all are doing our engagement shopping"

"i am tired i dont want to go allah hafiz"

i said coldly and was about to leave
he got out of his car held me by my arm walked me towards the passenger seat and pushed me in then came on drivers seat and said
"lesson number one sweetheart you cant say no to me I.OWN.YOU remember?"
"now smile"

i looked at him as of he was mad he came near me made a angry expression and said smile i smiled while tears where ready to fall from my eyes

i looked out of the window the whole time
we reached the mall i got out and started walking he held my hand and pushed me back and said did
"someone told you to walk?"

i looked at him surprised is he saying i cant walk without his permission
then he said exactly what i was thinking

" lesson number 2 ...you get out of the car when i ask you to and you walk when i am with you understood?"

i glared at him he asked again "understood??"

"lesson number 3 give answer in yes or no"

i felt like i should just punch him and walk away but i said yes then he asked

"what yes?"

i looked at him as of he was crazy well he is crazy psychopath

closing my eyes and taking a deep breath
"i will not walk out without you"

"good" he said patting my head

this is so humiliating he treats me as if i am a pet and then he makes me repeat everything
nothing is more humiliating than this

we shopped then i got home with my parents thankfully when i came home abbu gave me new phone i inserted my old sim card in it and opened all the apps as i was about to call samad Arhams messaged popped hey sweetheart i pulled my hair in frustration i switched it off and threw it at the bed and i fell asleep.