my endless love

honestly i am too lazy to think of a title

Amals pov

"it's okay amal, you are just being paranoid" taha consoled,

but I refused to let go of the hem of his t- shirt I was holding in my grip, I just watched him standing in the door frame, he looked at samad for some help

"nothing will happen amal, taha is strong and equally powerful as arham, if he does something taha can handle it"

samad said

"see you soon man" taha and samad gave each other a manly yet awkward hug

we watched him sit in his car and drive away,

a feeling of emptiness engulfed me,
my heart dropped in my stomach as his car disappeared from my vision.

"I know he is special for you, tommorow we are going anyways na, kuch nahi hoga, everything will be fine" samad said as he led me in,

we both went up to terrace and watched the view silently,

I knew samad was rich,
but I never knew that he had such a huge house on the edge of the hill with such a breath taking view,

the cool late night breeze was kissing our faces,
the mesmerising view giving us the much needed,
I sat down crosslegged on a bench and samad sat down right infront of me, he couldnt sit crosses legged because of his height so he just sat keeping both his legs on either sides of the bench.

I was talking to him about dominic and sid and jenny, and all our shenanigans,

and samad was listening carefully, smiling and laughing.

"so I am standing there with my bow, taha and dominic waiting for me to attack, so that they will have the upper hand in the fight, I whisper to jenny through my blue tooth 'pass me the arrow'

I showed samad how I said, what I said and he chuckled even before the story was complete,

"what arrow?' jenny asks, and I turn to her hissing at her, 'the arrows I told you to take in the car idiot' and we start bickering over that, but soon taha and dominic were literally yelling my name, I peeped from the parapet wall to see they were being outnumbered, so I thought well fuck it now, so I take the rope and jump down from the three floored building, and jenny follows me"

samad interrupted me
"THREE FLOORED?"

"yeah, so I do know how to use gun but I dont like it, so i start fighting with my knives  and daggers, and taha is like 'use the fucking gun' and I am like 'shut the fuck up" I complete the story and laugh

"so what happened after that?" samad asked laughing

"well nothing we all took whatever we looted, drove home and stuffed our mouths with food"

I noticed samad was looking at me in a deep thought

"what?" i asked

"i just am not able to believe that you changed so much, you dress like you are either some goon or you are ready to go to a war right now, you say fuck atleast 2 times in one sentence"

"so you dont like it, or you dont like the new me?" I asked smiling sadly,

"no no amal, I love every part of you, every version of you" he said as he was tracing circles on the tattoo on my wrist,

I sighed
"samad, people change with time, I changed according to circumstances, I cant help it"

"I have no problem with anything you do, its just my heart aches at knowing that you didnt choose this lifestyle willingly" he said still looking at my tattoo intently,