my endless love

invitations and determinations

Amal's pov

sky was starting to change its color, pinks and oranges and blues and yellows so pretty one might think,
but not me,
nothing is pretty anymore,

I spent the whole night awake I didnt feel sleepy at all,
not for a single moment,

a patch of wetness on my pillow was the proof that I cried,
but i didnt realize i was crying until i saw that,
I was just thinking about what I lost,
what I suffered,
I wasn't thinking about it on purpose but that's what plays in my mind all day long all night long 24×7 like a broken record,

soon sunlight started pouring out and I got out of the bed, showered, and went downstairs.

as soon as I reached the last step I saw arhams parents sitting on the couch having breakfast.

ignoring them I went to the kitchen and started preparing breakfast arham had his breakfast and left while I went to his study and started to find something, something that can be used against him in future,
I need to be prepared for everything,

I looked at the wall clock and It was almost time for arham to come home,

i jogged downstairs and knocked on their room,

"come on out, arham will be coming i want you out of this house and arhams life by tonight"

"what are you gonna do?" his father asked

"that's none of your concern, just play along nod your head and you'll be thrown out in no time" I said while we walking in the corridor towards the living room,

"amal beta" she lightly grabbed my elbow and stopped me.

I looked towards her questioningly
"what?" I snapped.

"please dont do this to us, please be the bigger person here, please let it go, move on, please him and you'll be fine"

i walked closer to her and looked her in the eye
"well i am done being the bigger person, I want to be a bitch and make your son, your husband and your life a fucking living hell" I announced in a low voice

smiling mockingly I patted her cheek
"now let's go! we need to put on a show for your son"

with that I turned around

I walked and I felt determined, strong, in control, powerful, you know these are emotions but I feel them physically now a days I feel them rising up and taking over my body i felt safe and untouchable to any harm,

i stood there while both of them sat on the sofa looking at me curiously

as soon as I heard arhams car pull over in the driveway I closed my eyes and thought of samad's lifeless form and tears started to slip from my eyes

"get up and hold my arms" I ordered tayi ammi

she looked at me questioningly
"QUICK!!" I yelled and she jumped up from her seat

"NO NO NO!!!!" I started yelling
"i dont want to! ammi why dont you understand" I cried fake

both of them looked at me questioningly and horribly shocked

"what's going on?" a voice came from behind us

I smiled internally

"arham!!!" I ran towards him and hugged him crying loudly

"what happened kitten?"he asked caressing my head trying to pull me away from his chest so he can look at my face

"what happened?" he asked