Little Mix Imagines/Preferences -DISCONTINUED

J.T ~ why cant we be like that?

I'm literally a big softy when this song plays, actually I'm soft when all their songs play but I guess this song just really hits me and makes me cry literally everytime I listen to it but I do prefer SLS part 2 over this one but they both slay so...
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Her hands rub up and down on her tanned arms covered in small bumps as you both walk down empty streets, dimmed lights shone down on the both of you, as you fiddle with the zipper on your jacket that gradually falls down your arms. The brunette instantly clutches onto the blue denim jacket as it wraps around her tanned shoulders, brown eyes look up at y/e/c eyes, you start to lean only to have the small brunette place a hand between the two of you

"We can't do that... at least not in public" she whispered slowly putting her arm back to hold onto the jacket

Just by those four words you could feel the slight pang of hurt in your chest but you ignored it giving an understanding nod towards the girl, "can I at least hold you?" You ask barely above a whisper, Jade just looked at you eyes beginning to glaze over, she shook her head not trusting her own voice

"Oh"

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You watch the brunette beauty from afar, the way she dances carelessly in the middle of the crowded dance floor with her perfect brown golden locks flowing effortlessly past her shoulders bounce up and down with every move she makes just makes you fall for her deeper, deeper than you could ever imagine. Your jaw clenched as you spot masculine hands rub up and down her sides sending a twinge of jealousy throughout your body as their lips lock together for a quick second

You revert your gaze down to your half empty drink suddenly finding it very interesting whilst feeling a tear roll down your cheek, your heart aching in the process. You hated seeing the two together and you knew Jade hated being with him and not you, if it only weren't for the management forcing her to keep your relationship hidden as it would 'ruin' their reputation then it wouldn't be so hard for the both of you

"You okay?" A sympathetic voice asked, you look up to see a pair of green eyes staring back at you, you nod your head "I'm fine Jesy" you say cursing your voice for breaking

"I'm sorry" you apologise wiping away the stray tear, Jesy wrapped her arm around you carefully running her hand over your shoulder, "there's no need to apologise"

"Why does it have to be like this?" You question flicking your gaze back down to your drink, "why can't I just hold her out in public?" Your lips quiver as you remember the incident that happened not to long ago, "why can't I just kiss her like a couple would? Is that so wrong?"

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"Why can't we be like that?" Jade murmurs head resting against your shoulder as she gazes out of the window watching a happy couple walk past.

It was noticable that she had been upset the last couple of days but nobody had really taken notice in it not even the girls noticed except for you, you could always tell if there was something wrong even if she had the most biggest and brightest smile in the room, you could always see right through it.

"We can be like them" you respond placing a kiss on her temple whilst lacing your fingers together, "we just have to be patient". Jade nods shutting her eyes tight trying to reframe from letting the slowly building walls of tears burst through its cracks

"I love you" she whispers letting her free hand trail up and down your thigh before wrapping it around your waist, cuddling into you

"I love you more, more than you can ever imagine"

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"She's mine. She's mine. She's mine" you yell out scaring Leigh-Anne, your tone got lower as you manage to croak out "she's mine not his", the phone fell from your hand as you bring it up to try and stop the liquid from falling. Leigh-Anne engulfed you into a hug, her hand rubbing soft circles on your back, an action that always calmed you down no matter what the situation was.

"She's mine Leigh not his" you sob into her shoulder, "at times I tell myself I should just end everything and let her be happy without me" Leigh-Anne doesn't say anything, she just hugs you tighter afraid that you may just shatter into a million pieces if she let's go

"Does she even feel same about me anymore?" You question lifting your head up to meet her gaze, Leighanne just looks at you as if you are crazy and brings your head down back to her shoulders before whispering

"Of course she does"

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Hot tears streamed down your face as you slid down against the door, head buried in perched up knees, you knew she was doing the same action as you by the sound of the muffled sobs and the slight bang of her head against the door. You hated seeing her break down like that, and it was all because of you.

You had thought it would be best if you just end it all, end all the pain you've caused Jade since you first started dating three years ago, to end all the sadness you've made her feel these past few months. You thought everything would be fine, that the both of you would just end things and move on in life, Jade can go to Jed and you... well you can just carry on living the life you had before Jade, a small coffee shop right in the middle of town surrounded by all the people you partially hate but littered with a few that you had approved of.

Guilt coursed throughout your whole body as Jades sobs became louder and louder, you wanted to just go back inside and wrap her into your arms and apologise continuously and that you could never leave her... but you didnt, you got up not bearing to hear the small girl anymore and left

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Pain. Pain is the only thing that Jade feels as she stands infront of thousands of screaming fans. Perrie had her arm around the petit brunettes shoulders holding her close in comfort whilst Jesy tells the audience a lie as to know why if Jade does have a small break down in the middle of the show told to them by the management which results in the audience giving awws in sympathy.

Throughout the show Perrie didnt leave Jades side even though they did have to split once or twice because of the choreography but other than that they were stuck like glue. Jade had started to become happy throughout every song and put on a brave face when it came to Secret Love Song but that happiness was short lived as the next song practically screamed both you and hers relationship Secret Love Song part 2

As soon as the first note rushed through her ears, floods of tears poured out of her eyes. She stood there through her verse trying to sing without cringing as her voice breaks with almost every word. She smiled as Leigh-Anne began singing along with her throwing her arms around the girl into a warm hug in the process. Soon it was Jesys turn and Jade was so thankful about that as she hugs Leigh tighter, "I think someone wants to talk to you as much as you want to talk to them" she whispers in Jades before letting go and pointing to where you were standing off towards the edge of the stage a single flower in hand with tears down your cheek.

Without a second thought Jade dashes towards you and koala hugs whilst smashing your lips together into a passionate kiss in the process "I'm so, so, so sorry, I generally thought both you and I would be better off without each other"

Jade smiles and pecks your lips "but you thought wrong"

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hey y'all sorry for the really long wait and I just want to say thank you for being really patient