april was a girl that barely caught feelings for a guy, and if she did it wouldn't last long. deadass, it wouldn't. the longest she "thought" she liked a dude it would last for a week and if he's extra cute probably two. niggas were all the same...
"i don't really like it", i said to my bestfriend after finishing moving my new living room suit. "bitch this the 5th time you then changed them shits since you moved in her girl, and you ain't even been here a year!", she replied agitated with me. i sat on the couch and let out a sigh i was so tired, "my life so boring shit i got to change once in a while", i said.
i've been single for the longest, don't talk to nobody and not really interested either. well, i'm lying i've talked to a few niggas but that never gets anywhere. plus me & shawn haven't talked in so long. "well boo, avas going to be with her granny tonight so baby i need to turnupp!!, it's been long over due!", she said. "what folks on tonight?", i asked. "i mean i heard them ova east niggas gone have some shaking at somebody crib on lincoln st. i feel as we should pop out", she said with the smirk that she knows i hate! she already knowing who them "ova east" niggas is and she knows exactly who i don't want to run into. "bitch. no.", i said period. "bitch if you don't stop being a pussy!, fuck that nigga we gone act as if he ain't even there", she replied.
i rolled my eyes this bitch always want to go out. she talking about fuck him, yea i feel that way too cause how we even get to the point of this long with no talking. it got me feeling as what we had going on was never even real. the other half of me still think about him though from time to time, like i wonder who he even talking to, fucking, kicking it with. and i don't know what i would do if i see this nigga with another bitch. "oh no, bitch what if he be there with another bitch, i'd flip out!", i said. "hull! here you go, we gone shit on these niggas. if he his shid then play blind to that shit that's his dumbass. if that's where he want to be then make him stand on that shit. "
"you right g, but we not staying there no longer then a hour, cause no.", i said.
quan🤷♀️: what you on tonight?
me: ion even know yet, wassup?
quan🤷♀️: pop out on lincoln street wit me
"dawg! quan want me to pop out with him tonight, hellll nawwwlll g", i said busting out laughing. "i'm dead, tell that nigga go play" she replied. "mannn these niggas wanna be on too much like you acting real federal nigga", i said thinking of a excuse. "man i might just tell this nigga ian going cause no", i said typing. i mean dude was cool but i'm tryna stay lowkey ion want nobody thinking i'm fucking with nobody just yet. "what chu gone tell em?", she asked. "ummm..."
me: 😬
"i sent a lil emoji ian even bout to entertain him right now, what time you leaving?" i asked. "my baby want me to stop by so i'll be back here around 9 and you better be ready", she replied grabbing her things. my bestie not a hoe or anything but she won't waste any time moving on to the next! "bet, i'm bout to take a nap though call me", i said. "okay boo", she said leaving. i just sat their and thought about how my night could possibly go. man if see him then fuck it, i'm not going to have him thinking he still affects me in anyway. amnesia starting...now.
i don't talk on cellphones, bro called through a jail phoneee bitch, blow up my phone, she ask when I'm comin' homeeee i can't leave her 'lone, she just like my backboneeee i used to be on bond, trappin' 'til the pack goneeee!", me and paris were singing while recording on snapchat. we were getting pre turnt before this lil kickback, we pulled up parked the car then hopped it. the house was packed inside and out! we walked inside looking all cute and what not, turning heads. i had to make sure i kept my eye on quan cause i had told fool i wasn't going to show my face here! "heeyy bitcheess! yall cute!", shakiera said running up to us drunk as hell. "heyy girl you looking cute as well!", i said smiling. "thank you", she replied and walked away to dance to the music. i really wasn't on that being in everybody face shit anymore so i stood in one spot with my cup just vibing. "ou bitch take ma picture", i said handing my bestfriend my phone.
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"yess bitch this is the one!", she said boosting me. "okaayyy!", i said. as soon as i posted my picture, i just had to look up. i seen shawn, standing in the corner right across the room. i rolled my eyes he was with his same group of niggas and few other females i hadn't seen before. my mood kind of changed, that was my first time seeing him in like months, but i still acted as if i didn't even notice him. "girl i am bored", i said to my bestfriend. "i could've turned up in my room for this, every body just sitting around and shit." "girl wait is just started!, here drink some more cause you trippin", she said handing me her cup.
"bet shorty, you be cappin i see", i heard someone say behind me. i turned around "damn". i laughed "i said i might not go quan don't do that", i said. "ian trippin tho shorty you looking good. prolly just didn't want yo mans to see me with you", he replied. "what mans?" i asked smiling. "mmhm i hear you", he said licking his lips. don't get me wrong quan was not a ugly nigga and i was kind of feeling his vibe it may seem like i'm curving him but i just don't want to get close to any other nigga right now, i don't know why. as we were talking i couldn't help but notice a girl standing next to shawn, i couldn't help but stare then he looked at me as well. i didn't care if he noticed me looking or not we made eye contact for a second and i just proceeded to talk to quan. "how you feeling it though?" he asked me. "i mean it's straight ian really feeling it though", i replied glancing across the room again, let me just stop looking over there before i get my lil feelings hurt.
my bestfriend walked to me and grabbed my shoulder pulling me to the side, "come here real quick", she said. "wassup?" "get my keys i'm about to head out", she said forcing me to take them. i rolled my eyes, "bitch how you just gone leave me like that?" "that's why i'm giving you my keys! leave!", she said and walked away, drunk as hell. shid, she didn't have to tell me twice. i walked back to quan. "my best friend drunk as hell, i really need to take her home! i'll text you later okay!" i walked away not really giving him a chance to respond. "aight, do that" on my way out i noticed shawn wasn't in the same spot anymore, please don't walk into this nigga. i finally got out of the house, "you gone already boo?", shakira asked leaning against her nigga with her eyes closed. "yess girl i got to get my bestie home!". "okay, i love you!" the fuck? ion even know her like that, i just laughed and walked to the car. my phone started ringing and i answered. "you okay bitch?", my best friend asked in the camera looking high as hell. "yes girl i'm just now leaving", i open the door and get into the car. "okay.. i was just checking up on you", she replied. i put the key in the ignition and noticed shawn ass right across the street from me,a girl was laying against him. i couldn't tell if she was kissing on him, sleep, about to throw up or what. "awwe i'm okay baby", i reply still not taking my eyes off of him. "no because i just feel like a bad best friend for even making you go to that party knowing that shawn was going to be there and than i just left you." i heard sniffles, this bitch really crying. "girl fuck shawn like you said, you just drunk crying anyway!", i looked back towards his way, he really was just chilling while she was laying there. "no i'm just a bad best friend period", she said. "hull girl no you not...take your drunk ass to sleep", whole time i'm wondering if i'm really going to have to ride past this nigga. yup , i'm actually glad i have to anyway so he can see that i see that he really a cappin ass nigga forreal. "april! this is no-at the drunk me talking, i mean this shit from the heart! i know i been slacking a lot lately and we gone get back right i promise", she started tearing up again and just busted out crying, "i just love you so much." i look in the camera and couldn't help but laugh at this fool, "i love you too baby and know matter what we forever going to be like 🤞🏽, ion know what the fuck you on bitch!". she wiped her face again and let out laugh in relief, "you promise?", she asked like a kid. "i promise girl, i love you! now go to sleep!" she smiled, "i love you too". i started the car and heard a knock the window, it was shawn. "april?"
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