I look at the mirror on the wall
At the girl who is turning pale
At her eyes with dark rings
At the girl with messed up hair
'I don't wanna be you'
Those words I have repeated
Millions of times
Thinking maybe this time It'll be true
Shattered glass lyes on the ground
From two nights ago
Maybe if i just leave it'll get better
But then I remembered my family
My friends everyone I hold dear
I smiled
I let out a laugh
An actual laugh not a fake one
I looked in the mirror I said
'Not anymore'
I'll smile more
I'll laugh more
Even talk more
Anything to be happy again
I missed being happy
I missed every thing
And every one
I miss myself
'Never agian'
I whisper to myself
