Altheah Ramirez
"Where are you?"
I asked Zayne who I saw answering my call nearby.
"Kasama ko sila Matteo, alam mo na, busy sa thesis."
Sambit pa niyang nagpakuyom sa mga kamao ko habang nakatingin sakaniyang gawi kung saan halos hubaran na nila ng babae niya ang isa't isa.
"Ah ganoon ba..."
Walang ganang saad ko kasabay ng pagtulo ng aking mga luha.
"What's the matter?"
He asked sounding concerned yet continued kissing that wench back. Kaya naman pala ay ganoon nalang ang confidence ng babaeng iyong sabihing kaya niyang agawin saakin si Zayne.
"W-Wala, mag iingat kayo diyan ha."
Sambit ko saka pinatayan na ito ng tawag bago pa man siya makasagot.
"Who's that?"
She asked smiling at him.
"Nothing."
He grinned as he pulled her waist and kissed her deeply. Something he also do with me...
That night I cried and cried again. Hindi na ako nasurpresa pa dahil paulit ulit nalang, pero bakit sobra padin akong nasasaktan?
Napailing nalamang ako nang maalala ang pagkakataong iyon. The first I caught him cheating I was so mad at him, we broke up. But he insisted that he'll change, so I gave him a chance. I was so in love with him back then.
The second time I didn't break up with him, I don't want them to be happy together as they disregard me.
Then it became thrice, fourth, fifth, multiple times I lost count of it that I couldn't care less anymore. I hated myself so much back then, I hated so much how I couldn't stop loving him despite of everything he's done, despite of every pain he inflicted.
I was in a complete mess, yet I didn't give up.
Paulit ulit kong ipinaaalala sa sarili ang lahat ng napag daanan naming magkasama. Na magbabago din siya, na mababago ko siya.
He cheated on me multiple times but he is the only one I have that time, the only one I could lean on back then.
Hindi pa kami ayos noon ng mga magulang ko.
I feel pressured, depressed, my anxieties are always kicking in but he's the only one who's been there for me since I am having a hard time, opening up to my friends.
Kaya kahit ilang ulit niya akong lokohin ay paulit ulit ko padin siyang pinapatawad.
Dumating sa puntong harap harapan na ako nitong niloloko, pero ang importante saakin ay saakin lamang siya uuwi.
I gave him lots of chances, I surrendered myself completely to him.
Hanggang sa wala ng natira saakin.
I told myself, this will be the last, the last chance I could give to him. Kasi ang sakit sakit na, warat na warat na ako.
Thankfully he stopped. For some reason he stopped seeing other women, he stopped cheating and focused on me.
It made me feel relieved as I slowly healed, yet I still have too much issues that I find it really hard to trust him again back then.
Akala ko ay okay na, na bumabawi naman na siya at ginagawa ang lahat para sa relasyon namin.
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Bachelor Series #3:Hidden Desires(Completed)
Romance"I am a fool for letting you go,and I won't do the same mistake again. Push me, run away from me, it won't change the fact that this time...I intend to stay" Zayne Carson, one of the elite, youngest bachelor of the country. He almost have everything...
