Zayne Carson
"F-F*ck...Ahhh sh*t!"
I cursed under my breath,pabilis ng pabilis ang pagtaas baba ng kamay ko. I closed my eyes as I just can't help it but imagine that woman.
"Altheah...!"
I groaned,paos na sunod sunod akong napamura,hinigpitan ko pa ang pagsakal kay heneral habang nag over speeding na sa pagtaas baba ng kamay ko.
"Damn!"
I cursed under my breath as I came.
Napabuntong hininga nalamang akong napaubob sa lamesa dito sa opisina ko. Saka sinamaan ng tingin ang litrato ng babaeng iyon saka muling ibinalik iyon sa loob ng drawer at inilock.
I shouldn't be doing this, I shouldn't be fantasizing my friend's woman...
D*mn! But she's mine first!
No she's not. Hindi na sya sayo remember?
Saad ng isang bahagi ng utak ko dahilan para mapamura akong napahilamos nalamang sa sariling buhok.
But she's also not Vin's, hindi pa siya sinasagot nito.
Naikuyom ko ang akingmga kamao.
So what Zayne?
Just move on already,diba ay may Kristine ka na?
I sighed. Kristine and I had an agreement to help each other to move on from our exes at dalawang buwan na naming inaatupag iyon. But still no progress....
At sa tingin ko ay lalo lamang lumala dahil sa babaeng iyon.
Altheah is a curse that came to my life and turned it upside down the moment she left me.... No, the moment I fell unconsciously.
I thought I was okay, that everything is just on my mind that I am feeling that way back then. But the moment I lost her, I feel like I also lost a big part of me.
I should be mad and do everything to get her out of my system but I just can't!
And now what? She's planning to have a serious relationship with Vin? hindi pwede!
Walang pwedeng maging masaya t*ngina!
Bakit naman hindi?
Muling saad ng isang bahagi ng isip ko na nagpabuntong hininga lang sakin. Hindi sila pwedeng dalawa kasi paglalaruan niya lang si Vin,ayoko lang masaktan ang kaibigan ko.
Ayaw mo ba talagang masaktan si Vin o sarili mo ang ayaw masaktan? Ayaw mo kasi pakiramdam mo ikamamatay mo oras na mapunta siya sa iba....
Marahas nalang akong napabuga ng hangin sa naiisip. She left me. I just felt like my ego has been stomped hard.
No deeper meaning...That's all.
3 years Zayne, 3 years mo ng sinasabi iyan.
Muling saad ng isang bahagi ng utak ko na mahigpit na nagpakuyom sa mga kamao ko.
Sometimes I think about... What if I took our relationship seriously before? what if I didn't cheat carelessly?
Would that change everything?
But she never loved me. She would be the one cheating and I'll be the only one hurting if that's the case.
But isn't that the case now? I did cheat, but why am I the only one hurting?
I feel like Altheah is my karma, cause it still hurts.
I sighed as I looked at my phone.
I decided to quit. I'll just deal with the video after. Mas kaya kong tiisin ang panunuya ng mga kaibigan kaysa ang maging tulay sa dalawang iyon.
BINABASA MO ANG
Bachelor Series #3:Hidden Desires(Completed)
Romance"I am a fool for letting you go,and I won't do the same mistake again. Push me, run away from me, it won't change the fact that this time...I intend to stay" Zayne Carson, one of the elite, youngest bachelor of the country. He almost have everything...
