Cas had three days. Three days to get his grades up before he got punished. How the hell was he supposed to do that in three days? Not to mention the fact that he absolutely did not want to go to school. He didn't feel like being bullied at home and school.
Dean obviously noticed something was wrong when they talked on the phone cause he kept asking. Always asking if he was okay or if he needed someone to talk to.
Cas always said he was fine.
Always said he didn't need to talk to anyone.
He.
Was.
Fine.
He was lying to himself and Dean.
He was lying.
Always lying.
Always trying.
Trying to hard.
Trying to be okay.
Hoping one day he'd feel alive again.
But it was hopeless.
Hopeless.
Such a pretty word, for what it means.
He.
Was...
Fine...
What if he stopped trying..
He was trying to hard.
And it was hopeless.
So why try?
Dying would be so much easier..
Dean.
That's why he had to try.
Dean made him want to to try
He..
Was...
Fine..?
Dean made him want to feel alive again.
He felt something for Dean.
After knowing him for such a short time.
He's come to love how Dean makes him feel.
How his green eyes light up.
His smile.
His freckles.
hair.
tan skin.
strong build.
Attitude.
Kindess.
Love.
Yes.
He would try.
He..
Was..
Not fine...
He would try for Dean.
Because..
He loves Dean.
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Sorry it's so short. I really like this chapter so I wanted to post it and I thought now would be a good point to do that.
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i'll be your wings (Destiel Fanfic)
FanfictionCastiel Novak is 17, he's a junior at Lawrence high. he's got major anxiety because of his homelife and needs someone to lean on before he cracks. Dean Winchester is same age and same year as cas, he moved around with his drunk dad before he was arr...
