AN: Epilogue is up but before you scroll down and start reading chingu's, put your headsets on and play the song This Love by Taylor Swift. It is highly recommended. Chars! Enjoy reading and thank you.
You are awesome cause you've gone reading this far.
Jeongmal saranghaeyo dongsaengssss!!! ♥
<3. ♥♥
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Is there something even worst than having a boyfriend but then one day you wake up and realize that it was only just a dream?
That, the Author you've been referring to as your boyfriend doesn't even know your existence?
Would you still chase for that dream?
Even if it's impossible to happen?
"REPLACE DREAMING BY DOING!"
Nothing is impossible! Even the word itself says : I'M POSSIBLE!
Work for your dreams. If it's meant to happen. It will happen. At the right time, at the right place and at the right chance.
If not. Then its not really meant to happen.
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Nasa library ako ngayon habang nakaharap sa sandamakmak na activities, projects at assignments na kailangan kung gawin.
Masyado akong na behind dahil one week akong absent dahil sa aksidente.
"5 schools of Psychology, Gestalt school, Empty sheet, Instincts, Libido, Carl Jung, Sigmund Freud, Founder and Father of Psychology..."
"Ugh!! Walang pumapasok sa isip ko." mahinang reklamo ko habang ginulo ng bahagya ang buhok ko.
Nakatunganga lang ako habang naka tingin sa patong-patong na folders at xerox papers sa harap ko ng bigla kung naalala ang pinaka weird at unusual na panaginip na napanaginipan ko so far.
♪♪ Clear blue, water
High tide, came and brought you in
And I could go on and on
On and on ♪♪
Sabi ng doctor, 3 days akong unconscious. Lahat ng nasa isip ko that time ay bunga lang ng obsession at over thinking.
Masyado daw akong nadala ng emosyon at imagination ko kaya lahat ng mga nasa isip ko bago nangyari ang aksidente ay hindi nawala at naglalaro lang sa isip ko.
Kaya siguro sa loob ng tatlong araw na tulog ako, yun ang nasa isip ko.
♪♪ And I will
Skies grow, darker
Currents swept you out again
And you were just gone and gone
Gone and gone ♪♪
Hindi ko naman maiwasang manghinayang. Kung kelan maayos na ang lahat at malapit na kami sa happy ending tsaka pa nawala ng parang bola ang lahat.
Hindi naman sa nagsisisi ako. Mas pipiliin ko pa rin namang magising sa katotohanan kahit masakit kesa patuloy na maging masaya sa kasinungalingan.
Siguro kung papipiliin ako ng pinaka memorable na 3 days sa buhay ko.
Yung ang pipiliin ko. Yung 3 days na nasa hospital ako at unconscious.
Memorable siya hindi dahil first time ko ma aksidente o dahil sa near death experience ko kundi dahil sa kakaibang experienced na narasan ko sa loob ng tatlong araw na yun.
♪♪ In silent screams
In wildest dreams
I never dreamed of this ♪♪♪
Yung four years sa panaginip ko ay parang naka kulong sa loob ng 3days na yun.
