If Only She Knew

Chapter 30: you good?

Warning : hey guys in this chapter I said the N word again i am not trying to be offensive or hurt anybody's feelings but again like i said the last time the characters r black and i try to make em sound like ones. If anyone has a problem w me writing it I'll delete it. Thats not all this chap contains mature content so suit urself im just warning yall

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Mia's Point Of View

It was around 1 am when I woke up, Ethan kept on tossing and turning every two minutes, he'd kick my leg or throw his hand on me without noticing and he'd groan and mumble under his breath which made me realize he was having a bad dream

I sighed sitting up "Ethan wake up" I softly said shaking him a bit

He whined "Baby wake up you're having a bad dream." I said again

I saw tears coming down his face making me frown "Ethan wake up please" I shook him harder "please"

He gasped sitting up so fast and started looking at his surroundings

"It's ok I'm here" I wrapped my arms around him and brought his face in the crock of my neck "I'm here" his hands gripped my hips, lifting me on his lap as he squeezed me into his strong arms

"Whatever it was, it's not real" I mumbled into his ear

I felt tears against my chest making my heart ache

"It's ok baby it's ok" i ran my hand on his back slowly and softly while my other hand played with the hair on the back of his head "you're ok, I'm here"

He dug his nails into my skin causing me to flinch as he sobbed harder "it's over," I mumbled against his skin

He didn't say a word, he just kept me on his lap and cried till he's had enough and fell back asleep, I unwrapped his arms from around me and laid his head back on the pillow slowly

"Don't go" he said, his raspy voice filling my ears as well as the rain outside that was hitting the bedroom's window

He opened his eyes looking at me, his eyes full of hurt and sadness

"I'm not going anywhere babe, I'm right here" I lied. I really need to go to the bathroom but if he's still upset I'll hold him in my arms until he fully fall asleep

"Cuddle with me" he said grabbing my hand as he pulled me down on his chest

I felt like i was gonna explode any second I felt my waist burn all of a sudden making me hiss in pain

"What's wrong?" He mumbled lifting his head to look at me

"Oh um nothing, just sleep" I said stroking his cheek

"What's wrong Mia?"

I sat up "I really need to go to the bathroom" I said

He threw his head back on the pillow "God" he sighed "what are you waiting for? go"

I looked at him and half smiled "I'll be right back"

He nodded

I walked to the bathroom, opening the bathroom's door i lifted up my satin dress suddenly feeling as if I pulled my damn skin "ow, what the fuck?" turning around to have a look at my hips, what the fuck? is that blood? I frowned getting closer to the mirror

Ethan's fingertips were everywhere, my hips were red and on the right side there was blood dripping "fuck" I said

"You ok babe?" Ethan peeked his head in the bathroom