For The First Time (Ross Lynch Fan Fic)

12-i'm hot and then cold

Matti’s P.O.V

“Hey Matti, how you feeling?” Ross asked entering my hospital room slowly; I put my book down and turned to him still sitting cross legged on my bed wearing shorts and one of Ross’ baggy button up shirts “alright a tad cold though” to prove my point my teeth started chattering while I neared the end of my sentence “yeah you messed up your core temperature pretty well” ever since I woke up my body temperature keeps drastically changing explaining my outfit choice I was boiling when I got dressed this morning “here have a blanket” he handed me one of the many blankets kept in this room “so how long till I get you home?” he asked slouching into the plastic chair by my bed “till my body’s back to normal. So like never” he chuckled at my comment “oh Matti” he shook his head, his blonde hair going everywhere “I brought your guitar” I squealed happily and lunged at him desperate for my guitar I grabbed it off him and cradled it in my arms “has she been tuned?” I asked looking up from my baby “yep Rocky tuned her before I left oh and he gave me a whole load of plectrums for you” he fumbled round in his pocket before bringing out a handful of multi-coloured plectrums “oh my god! I could kiss that boy!” Ross pouted “hey I thought I was your boyfriend” he mock sulked “oh yeah you are come here” I edged forward and gave him a kiss on the cheek “better?” he nodded his head happily “song time!” I exclaimed it’s been ages since I had a good old sing along I pulled my guitar strap over my head as I started playing random songs mashed together

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.

 It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score.

 And why do we like to hurt so much?

I've got a tight grip on reality

 But I can't let go of what's in front of me here

 I know you're leaving in the morning, when you wake up

 Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

 That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

 I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)

 And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

You don't have to believe me

 But the way I, way I see it

 Next time you point a finger

 I might have to bend it back

 Or break it, break it off

 Next time you point a finger

 I'll point you to the mirror

That’s what you get

I’ll point you to the mirror

You are the only

And I’m on my way to believing

“Nice mash up” Ross said clapping I blushed “aww thanks!” we sat around and talked about random junk when the boys plus Rydel arrived “oh look it’s the boy you want to kiss” Ross exclaimed pointing at Rocky who was sitting on Ratliff’s lap as he stole his seat “ahh so it is” I said wanting to annoy Ross “come here for your reward” I moved towards Rocky and instead of kissing him I gave him a giant hug and stuck my tongue out at Ross “and you thought I would kiss Rocky. Huh”  I turned back round to my guitar and saw Rocky’s upset face “I would kiss you” Ross looked mega annoyed at this “BUT it’d be weird kissing my brother” Ross and Rocky’s faces fell into realisation and they both blushed at their silliness “ok so anyone bring chocolate?” I asked the group around my bed “luckily for you I’m not as clueless as my brothers” Rydel said getting a tray of chocolate out of her handbag I was drooling at the sight “I think she loves chocolate more than her own boyfriend” Ross sighed dramatically “of course I do sweet heart” I assured my boyfriend the group just laughed at my silliness “so how has life been while I’ve been…busy?” I asked “well errm” Ross scratched the back of his head and didn’t continue “what’s happened?” I asked through clenched teeth “errm well hey Rocky, Riker how about you show her the new song” he changed the subject “what’s happened” I repeated “errm guys just tell her, we shouldn’t be getting her worked up like this remember only 24 hours ago she was in a coma” Rydel said “yeah but if we tell her this, she’ll get worse! And try and take her life again!” Ross, Rocky and Riker exclaimed together as they had been the 3 people with me each time I tried “if I promise I won’t do anything stupid will you tell me?” I asked wanting to know what’s got them so upset “ok then Ross since you went to school” I turned my attention to Ross patiently waiting for him to fill me in “errm well you know that Barbie doll at school?” I nodded my head what has she got to do with this? “Yeah well she’s been spreading nasty rumours about you some which are true though” I clenched my fists “like what?” I hissed out “like you tried to commit suicide to get attention” everyone flinched when they saw me nearly break down “well done Ross she looks as if she’s on the verge of a breakdown!” Rocky exclaimed “errm Matti it’s fine the principle suspended her” Ross failed at comforting me “errm everything’s ok remember sticks and stones may break my bones but words never will” I put my hand out “guys just go away I love you and all but right now” they all did as I asked leaving quietly. Once they left I broke down in tears.